AYETLER:<\/strong> \u201cAma i\u00e7lerinden baz\u0131lar\u0131, “K\u00f6r\u00fcn g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7an bu ki\u015fi, Lazar’\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc de \u00f6nleyemez miydi?” dediler. \u0130sa yine derinden h\u00fcz\u00fcnlenerek mezara vard\u0131. Mezar bir ma\u011farayd\u0131, giri\u015finde de bir ta\u015f duruyordu.\u0130sa,”Ta\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ekin!” dedi. \u00d6lenin k\u0131zkarde\u015fi Marta, “Rab, o art\u0131k kokmu\u015ftur, \u00f6leli d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn oldu” dedi. \u0130sa ona, “Ben sana, ‘\u0130man edersen Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n y\u00fcceli\u011fini g\u00f6receksin’ demedim mi?” dedi. Bunun \u00fczerine ta\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ektiler. \u0130sa g\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne kald\u0131rarak \u015f\u00f6yle dedi: “Baba, beni i\u015fitti\u011fin i\u00e7in sana \u015f\u00fckrediyorum. Beni her zaman i\u015fitti\u011fini biliyordum. Ama bunu, \u00e7evrede duran halk i\u00e7in, beni senin g\u00f6nderdi\u011fine iman etsinler diye s\u00f6yledim.” Bunlar\u0131 s\u00f6yledikten sonra y\u00fcksek sesle, “Lazar, d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k!” diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6l\u00fc, elleri ayaklar\u0131 sarg\u0131larla ba\u011fl\u0131, y\u00fcz\u00fc pe\u015fkirle sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olarak d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u0130sa oradakilere, “Onu \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcn, b\u0131rak\u0131n gitsin” dedi. O zaman, Meryem’e gelen ve \u0130sa’n\u0131n yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6ren Yahudiler’in bir\u00e7o\u011fu \u0130sa’ya iman etti.\u201d (Yuhanna 11:37-45, \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n \u0130SA\u2019NIN DUYGUSU:<\/strong> Keder<\/p>\n NEDEN\u0130:<\/strong> \u0130sa Lazar\u2019\u0131 neden iyile\u015ftirmedi\u011fi ve \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne engel olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 konusunda sorular\u0131 yan\u0131tlad\u0131.<\/p>\n EYLEM\u0130:<\/strong> Lazar\u2019\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcmden diriltti.<\/p>\n \u00dcZER\u0130NDE D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcNMEM GEREKEN KONU: <\/strong><\/p>\n \u201c\u0130sa’yla birlikte, biri sa\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6b\u00fcr\u00fc solunda olmak \u00fczere iki haydut da \u00e7arm\u0131ha gerildi. Oradan ge\u00e7enler ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sallay\u0131p \u0130sa’ya s\u00f6v\u00fcyor, “Hani sen tap\u0131na\u011f\u0131 y\u0131k\u0131p \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnde yeniden kuracakt\u0131n? Haydi, kurtar kendini! Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n O\u011flu’ysan \u00e7arm\u0131htan in!” diyorlard\u0131. \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n kendisini \u00e7arm\u0131ha germelerine neden izin verdi\u011fini nas\u0131l da anlamam\u0131\u015flard\u0131! Bu web sitesinde bulunan S\u0131k\u00e7a Sorulan Sorular ve makaleleri okuyunca ger\u00e7ekte neyin, ne i\u00e7in oldu\u011fu hakk\u0131nda daha iyi bir fikir ediniyorsunuz, \u00f6yle de\u011fil mi? Art\u0131k ku\u015fku duyanlar ve iman etmeyenler aras\u0131nda de\u011filsiniz. Lazar\u2019\u0131n mezar\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011fu yerde aralar\u0131nda konu\u015fanlar, g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 oldu\u011fu, b\u00fcy\u00fck olas\u0131l\u0131kla ilahi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 konusunda aralar\u0131nda f\u0131s\u0131lda\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131. \u00c7arm\u0131ha gerildikten \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra mezardan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn ve bak\u0131n bakal\u0131m hala ayn\u0131 \u015feyi s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorlar m\u0131!!!<\/p>\n Birka\u00e7 dakika i\u00e7inde \u0130sa, Lazar\u2019\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcmden dirilterek f\u0131s\u0131lda\u015fmalar\u0131na son verecekti. Bu, Lazar\u2019\u0131 hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan iyile\u015ftirmekten daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir i\u015f olacakt\u0131, \u00f6yle de\u011fil mi? Yoksa \u00f6yle mi? \u0130sa, Lazar\u2019\u0131n hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yay\u0131lmas\u0131na ve sonu\u00e7 olarak onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrmesine engel olsayd\u0131, yine de do\u011fa \u00fczerinde yetkisi oldu\u011funu g\u00f6stermi\u015f olurdu. Ya\u015fam \u00fczerinde egemenli\u011fini h\u00fccre d\u00fczeyinde g\u00f6stermesi gerekirdi. Fakat \u015funu biliyorum; e\u011fer \u0130sa, Lazar\u2019\u0131 v\u00fccudunu \u00f6l\u00fcp t\u00fckenmeden \u00f6nce tam olarak sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na kavu\u015ftursayd\u0131, Lazar\u2019\u0131n v\u00fccudundaki her bir h\u00fccrenin Komutanlar\u0131na itaat etmesi gerekirdi! \u0130sa\u2019ya verdikleri yan\u0131t\u0131 duyabilseydik \u2018Evet, Komutan\u0131m!!!\u2019 dedi\u011fini duyard\u0131k. Ka\u00e7 tane mi? \u0130nsan v\u00fccudunda ka\u00e7 h\u00fccre var? Kaynaklar\u0131ma g\u00f6re bunu kimse bilmiyor. Baz\u0131 bilimadamlar\u0131 ortalama bir insan v\u00fccudunun elli trilyon h\u00fccreden yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorlar. Baz\u0131lar\u0131 on trilyon baz\u0131lar\u0131 ise v\u00fccutlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n y\u00fcz trilyon h\u00fccreden daha fazla h\u00fccreden olu\u015ftu\u011funa inan\u0131yorlar. Kimse tam olarak bilemiyor. Hepsini saymaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebiliyor musunuz? <\/p>\n Fakat anla\u015f\u0131lmas\u0131 gereken ger\u00e7ek \u015fu. Trilyonlarca h\u00fccrenin \u0130sa\u2019ya itaat ederek hareket etti\u011fini hayal edebiliyor musunuz? Bu kadar \u00e7ok say\u0131da h\u00fccreden olu\u015fan ordunun \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n talimat\u0131n\u0131 bekledi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde akl\u0131ma \u015fu ayet geliyor:<\/p>\n \u201cO\u011ful, Tanr\u0131 y\u00fcceli\u011finin par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, O’nun varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcd\u00fcr. G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc s\u00f6z\u00fcyle her \u015feyi devam ettirir<\/em>.\u201d (\u0130braniler 1:3, \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n Tanr\u0131 O\u011flu olarak \u0130sa\u2019ya bundan daha fazla tanr\u0131l\u0131k atfedilemez. Her \u015feyi birarada tutar- sadece d\u00fcnya ve \u00fczerinde bulunan her \u015feyi de\u011fil, ayn\u0131 zamanda uzak d\u00fcnyalar\u0131 ve evrenin ta kendisini! E\u011fer Tanr\u0131 olmasayd\u0131 bunu nas\u0131l ba\u015farabilirdi? Bunu nas\u0131l yap\u0131yor- \u015fu anda bile? S\u00f6yledi\u011fi s\u00f6zlerle. \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc O s\u00f6yleyince, her \u015fey var oldu; O buyurunca, her \u015fey belirdi.\u201d (Mezmur 33:9, Eski Antla\u015fma) <\/p>\n \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n mezar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcyor musunuz? \u0130ncil\u2019de okudu\u011funuza g\u00f6re kim kazan\u0131yor? \u0130sa m\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcm m\u00fc? <\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u201c\u0130sa yine derinden h\u00fcz\u00fcnlenerek mezara vard\u0131. Mezar bir ma\u011farayd\u0131, giri\u015finde de bir ta\u015f duruyordu. \u0130sa, “Ta\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ekin!” dedi. \u00d6lenin k\u0131zkarde\u015fi Marta, “Rab, o art\u0131k kokmu\u015ftur, \u00f6leli d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn oldu” dedi. \u0130sa ona, “Ben sana, ‘\u0130man edersen Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n y\u00fcceli\u011fini g\u00f6receksin’ demedim mi?” dedi. Bunun \u00fczerine ta\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ektiler.\u201d (Yuhanna 11: 38-41). \u0130sa orada bulunan birka\u00e7 ki\u015fiden ta\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ekmelerini istemeden \u00f6nce ne yap\u0131yor? \u0130sa, Meryem\u2019le Marta\u2019y\u0131 anl\u0131yordu; ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 hissedebiliyordu. \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n sevgisinin bir y\u00f6n\u00fc de empati kurabilmesidir. Peygamber Ye\u015faya, \u0130sa hakk\u0131nda \u015f\u00f6yle peygamberlikte bulunuyor: \u201cAsl\u0131nda hastal\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 o \u00fcstlendi, ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 o y\u00fcklendi<\/em>.\u201d (Ye\u015faya 53: 4, Eski Antla\u015fma). Baz\u0131lar\u0131 Tanr\u0131\u2019y\u0131, ki\u015fisel olmayan, arzular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bildirebilece\u011fimiz bir istek makinas\u0131 gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcyorlar, sanki d\u00fc\u011fmesine bas\u0131p istedi\u011fimizi alaca\u011f\u0131z. Ba\u015fkalar\u0131 ise Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n ki\u015fisel fakat duygusuz oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor. Kutsal Kitap bunun tersini kan\u0131tl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n Ni\u00e7in A\u011flad\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n duygular\u0131 olmas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi size garip geliyor mu? Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n de\u011fi\u015fmez oldu\u011funu biliyoruz. Bu s\u00f6z, Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnde ve nitelikleri a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131ndan de\u011fi\u015fmez olmas\u0131yla ilgili; bir yerde teknik bir terim. Tanr\u0131, tamam\u0131yla kusursuz oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in iyi y\u00f6nde ya da k\u00f6t\u00fc y\u00f6nde de\u011fi\u015femez. \u201cBen RAB’bim, de\u011fi\u015fmem.\u201d (Malaki 3:6, Eski Antla\u015fma). Fakat buradan Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n de\u011fi\u015fmezli\u011finin, Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n duygular\u0131 olmas\u0131 olas\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ortadan kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 sonucunu \u00e7\u0131kartabilir miyiz? Kesinlikle hay\u0131r! Tanr\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fmez olsa da, duygusuz de\u011fildir. Bu nedenle, \u0130sa\u2019y\u0131 arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n mezar\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda durup a\u011flarken g\u00f6r\u00fcyoruz. \u0130sa, Lazar\u2019\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcmden diriltece\u011fini zaten biliyordu, bu nedenle yenik d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek a\u011flam\u0131yordu. Arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131 ve s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 nedeniyle a\u011flad\u0131. \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 insan oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in de\u011fil, ayn\u0131 zamanda ilahi oldu\u011fu i\u00e7indi<\/em>. Ki\u015fisel olmayan, mucize makinas\u0131 orada durmu\u015f buyruk veriyor de\u011fildi. Beden alm\u0131\u015f Tanr\u0131\u2019yd\u0131.<\/p>\n \u0130\u015fte size bir \u00f6rnek: Kutsal Kitap Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sevgi oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor. Bir ara Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n Sevgisi Hakk\u0131nda Daha Fazla \u00d6\u011frenmek<\/em> adl\u0131 yaz\u0131 dizisini okuman\u0131z\u0131 isterim. Bu yaz\u0131larda Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sevgisinin ko\u015fulsuz oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011freneceksiniz. Tanr\u0131 hakk\u0131nda yapmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m ayr\u0131m \u015fu: Bizim sevgimiz tutkuyla havalan\u0131r fakat kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k g\u00f6rmedi\u011finde nefrete d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Bu t\u00fcr hikayeleri mutlaka okumu\u015fsunuzdur. Evlilik teklifi reddedilen adam, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc k\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sevgisi bizim sevgimizden farkl\u0131d\u0131r. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sevgisi bizim his veya duygularm\u0131za ba\u011fl\u0131 de\u011fildir. Tanr\u0131 bizi, sevimli oldu\u011fumuz i\u00e7in, kendisini iyi hissetmemizi sa\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in ve ge\u00e7en y\u00fcz altm\u0131\u015f d\u00f6rt g\u00fcnd\u00fcr aral\u0131ks\u0131z sabah namaz\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in sevmiyor. Tanr\u0131 bizi, kendisi sevgi oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in seviyor. Sevgi, O\u2019nun do\u011fas\u0131 ve \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn bir par\u00e7as\u0131d\u0131r. Bu nedenle, Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sevgisi s\u00f6z konusu oldu\u011funda \u2018duygusal ini\u015f \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015flar\u2019 diye bir \u015fey yoktur. <\/p>\n Hi\u00e7birimizin bunu anlamas\u0131 kolay de\u011fil. Ger\u00e7ek \u015fu ki, hi\u00e7bir zaman da anlamayaca\u011f\u0131z. Yapabilce\u011fimiz tek \u015fey Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n \u0130ncil\u2019de kendisiyle ilgili a\u00e7\u0131klad\u0131klar\u0131na inanmay\u0131 se\u00e7mektir. Bu sadece yapabilece\u011fimiz bir \u015fey de\u011fil, ayn\u0131 zamanda yapmam\u0131z gereken \u015feydir. Peki ya M\u00fcsl\u00fcman okurlar\u0131m\u0131z? Tanr\u0131\u2019ya \u00f6zg\u00fc sevgiyi anlamak onlar i\u00e7in daha m\u0131 kolayd\u0131r, yoksa daha m\u0131 zordur? Asl\u0131nda \u00e7ok daha zordur \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc Kuran\u2019da herhangi bir yerde Allah\u2019\u0131n, \u00f6nce Allah\u2019\u0131 sevmeyen birini sevdi\u011fi yaz\u0131l\u0131 de\u011fildir. Yani, bir kimse i\u00e7in Allah\u2019\u0131n duydu\u011fu sevgi, o kimsenin Allah\u2019a yak\u0131nla\u015fmak i\u00e7in temel niyetini olu\u015fturmaz. Oysa, \u0130sa\u2019ya ger\u00e7ekten iman eden ki\u015filerin \u0130sa\u2019ya itaat etmeleri ve Tanr\u0131\u2019ya hizmet etmeleri Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n kendilerine kar\u015f\u0131 sevgisine verdikleri kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kt\u0131r<\/em>. Yapt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131zla Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n memnuniyetini kazanaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 umut ederek kendimizi Tanr\u0131\u2019ya veriyor de\u011filiz. Aksine, \u201cBizse seviyoruz, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00f6nce O bizi sevdi.\u201d (1.Yuhanna 4:19, \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n Tanr\u0131 i\u00e7in ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck bir anlam ta\u015f\u0131yorsunuz?<\/strong><\/p>\n 1) \u201cHakk\u0131mdaki d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin ne de\u011ferli, ey Tanr\u0131, say\u0131lar\u0131 ne \u00e7ok! Kum tanelerinden fazlad\u0131r saymaya kalksam.\u201d (Mezmur 139:17-18, Eski Antla\u015fma). Bu ayetler bizim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimizi me\u015fgul eden, pak olmayan bencil d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler \u00fczerinde durmuyor. Bu ayetler Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n bize olan sevgisinden s\u00f6z ediyor. Zamanda Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sizi sevmedi\u011fi veya sizin i\u00e7in iyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmedi\u011fi bir an bile olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyor muydunuz? \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sizin i\u00e7in d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm tasar\u0131lar\u0131 biliyorum\u201d diyor RAB. \u201cK\u00f6t\u00fc tasar\u0131lar de\u011fil, size umutlu bir gelecek sa\u011flayan esenlik tasar\u0131lar\u0131 bunlar.\u201d (Yeremya 29:11, Eski Antla\u015fma) <\/p>\n Kumsaldayken kumu kaz\u0131p derinlerden bir avu\u00e7 kum \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z oldu mu hi\u00e7? Deniz k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda ya\u015fayanlar ya da tatile gidenler bunu yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Kuma yak\u0131ndan bakmak b\u00fcy\u00fcleyicidir. Fakat, ka\u00e7\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n avucumuzdaki kum taneciklerinin say\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 saymak \u015f\u00f6yle dursun, tahmin etmeye zaman\u0131m\u0131z oldu? Tanr\u0131, size kar\u015f\u0131 sevgi dolu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinin \u00e7ok oldu\u011funu bilmenizi istiyor. E\u011fer Tanr\u0131 size bunu s\u00f6ylememi\u015f olsayd\u0131, Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sizi bu kadar sevdi\u011fini hayal edemezdiniz. Ama s\u00f6yledi. \u0130ncil\u2019de. Sadece \u0130ncil\u2019de. <\/p>\n <\/p>\n Yatak odamda, babam\u0131n d\u00fcnya sava\u015flar\u0131ndan birinde bombard\u0131man u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 pilotu olarak \u00f6d\u00fcllendirildi\u011fi madalya ve kurdelelerle dolu bir kutu var. U\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ve babam \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fma an\u0131nda \u00f6ld\u00fc. Kutuyu verip yerine hi\u00e7 tan\u0131ma f\u0131rsat\u0131 bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m babam\u0131 tan\u0131ma f\u0131rsat\u0131na sahip olmay\u0131 ne kadar isterdim! \u00c7ocukken bunun bana ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck bir haks\u0131zl\u0131k oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Kutuyu istemedim; babam\u0131 istedim. Fakat y\u00fcre\u011fimde bu adam\u0131n kendisini bu \u015fekilde feda edebilmesi i\u00e7in sevgisinin \u00e7ok derin olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini biliyordum. Resimleri var bende. Annem ve ba\u015fka akrabalar\u0131m onunla ilgili hikayeler anlatt\u0131lar fakat cennetin bu taraf\u0131nda onun hakk\u0131nda bildiklerim bunlarla s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 kalacak. <\/p>\n \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek mezara geri d\u00f6nebiliriz.<\/p>\n Bu anlat\u0131mda nerdeyiz? Kimse \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n Lazar\u2019\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcmden diriltebilece\u011fi konusunda eminmi\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyor. Biz de Marta\u2019yla beraber yastay\u0131z, de\u011fil mi? En az\u0131ndan ben kederliyim. \u0130sa\u2019ya ve dolayl\u0131 olarak kalabal\u0131\u011fa ifade ettiklerinden dolay\u0131 m\u00fcte\u015fekkiriz. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yorum ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmek \u00fczere olan mucizeyi \u00e7ok daha iyi bir \u015fekilde a\u00e7\u0131kl\u0131yor. Lazar\u2019\u0131n art\u0131k diriltilemeyecek durumda oldu\u011fu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi, bunu ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirene daha da fazla onur kat\u0131yor. Bana g\u00f6re \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n Marta\u2019ya iman\u0131n\u0131n zay\u0131f olmas\u0131ndan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc hafif azar\u0131, Kurtar\u0131c\u0131m\u0131z\u2019\u0131n sa\u011flam karakterinin kan\u0131t\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n Marta\u2019ya yan\u0131t\u0131nda g\u00f6zden ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015fey sesinin tonudur. \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n s\u00f6yledi\u011fini okuyabiliriz. \u201cBen sana, ‘\u0130man edersen Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n y\u00fcceli\u011fini g\u00f6receksin’ demedim mi?\u201d Peki ama bunu nas\u0131l s\u00f6yledi? \u0130sa\u2019y\u0131 tan\u0131yanlar nas\u0131l yan\u0131t verdi\u011fini bilirler fakat ipucu burada. \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n size kendisi hakk\u0131nda s\u00f6ylediklerine kulak verin:<\/p>\n \u201cEy b\u00fct\u00fcn yorgunlar ve y\u00fck\u00fc a\u011f\u0131r olanlar! Bana gelin, ben size rahat veririm. Boyunduru\u011fumu y\u00fcklenin, benden \u00f6\u011frenin. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben yumu\u015fak huylu, al\u00e7akg\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fcy\u00fcm<\/em>. B\u00f6ylece canlar\u0131n\u0131z rahata kavu\u015fur.\u201d (Matta 11:28-29, \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n \u0130man konusunda zorlan\u0131yordu.<\/strong><\/p>\n Marta ne diyordu? \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n yan\u0131t\u0131ndan, Marta\u2019n\u0131n s\u00f6zleri imans\u0131zl\u0131k ve g\u00fcvensizlik gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor. Mezar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden kayan\u0131n kald\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131na, erkek karde\u015finin \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcyen bedeninin herkesin \u00f6n\u00fcnde g\u00f6sterilmesine ve bir g\u00f6steriye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmesine kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131. Cesedin kokusunun \u00e7evredeki insanlar i\u00e7in ne kadar rahats\u0131z edici olaca\u011f\u0131 konusunda da kayg\u0131l\u0131 de\u011fildir. Mezar\u0131n giri\u015fini kapatan kayadan daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir konuda zorlan\u0131yordu. \u0130man konusunda zorlan\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n Marta\u2019n\u0131n k\u00f6p\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ger\u00e7ekten de patlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u0130sa da onu bunun i\u00e7in sert bir \u015fekilde azarlayacak son ki\u015fiydi. Nitekim, ayetleri okudu\u011funuz zaman \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n Marta\u2019n\u0131n s\u00f6zlerini do\u011frudan yan\u0131tlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsunuz. Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131 konusunda da belirgin bir vaatte bulunmad\u0131. Bir zamanlar sahip oldu\u011fu imana tutunmas\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor ona. Marta, \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n sana ne dedi\u011fini hat\u0131rla. Marta, g\u00fcven \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kabul etmekle ba\u015flar.<\/p>\n Marta tatmin olup itiraz\u0131n\u0131 bir kenara b\u0131rak\u0131r b\u0131rakmaz mezar \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n buyru\u011funa itaatle a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n her zaman her \u015feyi kendi yordam\u0131na g\u00f6re yapmas\u0131 en iyisi, de\u011fil mi? Kutsal Yaz\u0131lar bize \u015funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor, \u201cRAB iyidir. S\u0131\u011f\u0131nakt\u0131r s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 an\u0131nda. Korur kendisine s\u0131\u011f\u0131nanlar\u0131.\u201d (Nahum 1:7, Eski Antla\u015fma)<\/p>\n B\u00fcy\u00fck kaya mezar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden al\u0131nd\u0131. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n yapabilecekleri bundan ibaretti. Lazar\u2019a ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131 ancak \u0130sa geri verebilirdi. Kayan\u0131n \u00e7ekildi\u011fi ve Lazar\u2019a ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131n geri verildi\u011fi anlar aras\u0131nda \u0130sa dua ediyor. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 her \u015feyde g\u00f6ksel Babas\u0131\u2019yla sonsuz birli\u011fini s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu da farkl\u0131 de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n 1 x 1 x 1 = 1<\/p>\n Bu, Kutsal Kitap\u2019\u0131n Tanr\u0131 hakk\u0131nda a\u00e7\u0131klad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 ifade etmenin bir yoludur. Her bir Ki\u015fi ayn\u0131 ilahi \u00f6ze sahiptir. \u00dc\u00e7 \u00f6z de\u011fil, tek bir \u00f6z vard\u0131r.<\/em> Bunun anla\u015f\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131n zor oldu\u011fu bellidir. Tanr\u0131 nas\u0131l Baba, O\u011ful ve Kutsal Ruh olabilir? Cennette, d\u00fcnyadakinden farkl\u0131 bir fizik d\u00fczeni olmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fcd\u00fcr? Tanr\u0131 ne kadar da karma\u015f\u0131k bir varl\u0131k, \u00f6yle de\u011fil mi? Beden, can ve ruhtan olu\u015fan kendi \u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc yap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlamakta zorlan\u0131yoruz, kald\u0131 ki Tanr\u0131 gibi karma\u015f\u0131k bir varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 nas\u0131l anlayal\u0131m? Sonunda, Tanr\u0131\u2019ya kendisini tan\u0131mlamas\u0131 i\u00e7in izin vermemiz en do\u011frusudur, de\u011fil mi? Ancak Tanr\u0131 kendisini tan\u0131mlayabilir.<\/p>\n Her durumda, \u00fc\u00e7 tanr\u0131ya inanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan emin olabilirsiniz. Lazar \u00fc\u00e7 tanr\u0131ya inanm\u0131yordu. Meryem ve Marta \u00fc\u00e7 tanr\u0131ya inanm\u0131yordu. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n birli\u011fi H\u0131ristiyanl\u0131k\u2019\u0131n en temel \u00f6\u011freti\u015flerinden biridir. Bu nedenle, Kutsal Kitap\u2019\u0131n \u00f6\u011freti\u015flerini kabul ederseniz Tanr\u0131\u2019ya ba\u015fka birini e\u015f ko\u015farak b\u00fcy\u00fck bir g\u00fcnah i\u015fledi\u011finizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyin. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n yan\u0131na bir tanr\u0131 daha koyarak iki tanr\u0131ya sonra da bir tane daha ekleyerek \u00fc\u00e7 tanr\u0131ya inanm\u0131yoruz!!! Kutsal Kitap bunu \u00f6\u011fretmiyor ve biz de buna inanm\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n “…Tanr\u0131 ise birdir.<\/span>” (Galatyal\u0131lar 3: 20, \u0130nc\u0131l)<\/p>\n \u0130sa neden dua etti? Orada duran insanlar\u0131n yarar\u0131 i\u00e7in, Baba\u2019n\u0131n kendisini g\u00f6nderdi\u011fine inanmalar\u0131 i\u00e7in dua etti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n d\u00fcnyada gitti\u011fi her yerde Baba\u2019yla ezeli ve ebedi birli\u011fi korundu ve g\u00f6sterildi. Yuhanna\u2019n\u0131n birinci b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde, cennetten d\u00fcnyaya bu ge\u00e7i\u015finin farkl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde ifade edildi\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcyoruz:<\/p>\n \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n Baba\u2019n\u0131n e\u015fsiz O\u011flu oldu\u011funa dikkat edin. Baba\u2019yla ili\u015fkisinin hi\u00e7bir anlamda ve hi\u00e7bir zaman fiziksel bir do\u011fas\u0131 olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. \u0130sa\u2019y\u0131 bu kadar benzersiz k\u0131lan nedir?<\/p>\n \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131 ve sonu yoktur. Zamandan ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zd\u0131r, de\u011fi\u015fmezdir. B\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar zaman i\u00e7erisinde bir noktada var olur ancak \u0130sa i\u00e7in ayn\u0131 \u015feyi s\u00f6yleyemeyiz. \u201c\u0130sa Mesih d\u00fcn, bug\u00fcn ve sonsuza dek ayn\u0131d\u0131r.\u201d (\u0130braniler 13:8, \u0130ncil). Ba\u015fka bir deyi\u015fle, \u0130sa Mesih Bakire Meryem\u2019in bir bebek do\u011furmas\u0131ndan \u00f6nce de vard\u0131. Asl\u0131na bakarsan\u0131z, okudu\u011fumuz \u00fczer O evrenin yarat\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan \u00f6nce de vard\u0131. \u201cHer \u015fey O’nun arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla var oldu, var olan hi\u00e7bir \u015fey O’nsuz olmad\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n Vaftizci Yahya \u0130ncil\u2019de \u0130sa i\u00e7in anlat\u0131lanlar\u0131 onaylamaktad\u0131r: \u201cYahya ertesi g\u00fcn \u0130sa’n\u0131n kendisine do\u011fru geldi\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u015f\u00f6yle dedi: \u201c\u0130\u015fte, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131n\u0131 ortadan kald\u0131ran Tanr\u0131 Kuzusu!\u201d Kendisi i\u00e7in, ‘Benden sonra biri geliyor, O benden \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u00fcr. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc O benden \u00f6nce vard\u0131’ dedi\u011fim ki\u015fi i\u015fte budur<\/em>.\u201d (Yuhanna 1:29-30, \u0130ncil). Vaftizci Yahya \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n kendisinden \u00f6nce var oldu\u011funu belirtirken, kimin daha \u00f6nce do\u011fdu\u011fundan bahsetmiyordu. \u0130ncil\u2019in Luka b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc Vaftizci Yahya\u2019n\u0131n \u0130sa\u2019dan yakla\u015f\u0131k 6 ay \u00f6nce do\u011fdu\u011funu kaydeder (Bkz Luka 1: 26-37). \u0130nsan olarak Vaftizci Yahya \u0130sa\u2019dan 6 ay b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc. Ancak \u0130sa ebedi S\u00f6zd\u00fc. Zaman i\u00e7inde \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n var olmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir an yoktur. \u201c\u0130sa onlara, “Siz a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dans\u0131n\u0131z, ben yukar\u0131dan\u0131m” dedi. “Siz bu d\u00fcnyadans\u0131n\u0131z, ben bu d\u00fcnyadan de\u011filim.\u201d (Yuhanna 8:23, \u0130ncil).<\/p>\n Ger\u00e7e\u011fin tamam\u0131 bu de\u011fildir.<\/strong><\/p>\n \u201cSizinle ayn\u0131 fikirde de\u011filim,\u201d diyeceksiniz, \u201cVaftizci Yahya \u0130sa\u2019dan ki\u015fi olarak bahsediyor. \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc O benden \u00f6nce vard\u0131’ dedi\u011fim ki\u015fi <\/em>i\u015fte budur.\u201d \u0130sa\u2019ya ilahi bir varl\u0131k olarak seslenmiyor. O y\u00fczden dedi\u011fim gibi, \u0130sa sadece insand\u0131.\u201d \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n insan oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemek do\u011frudur ancak ger\u00e7e\u011fin tamam\u0131 bu de\u011fildir. Bu muhte\u015fem konuyu daha derin ara\u015ft\u0131rman\u0131z i\u00e7in \u0130sa Tanr\u0131 M\u0131?<\/em> ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 yaz\u0131 dizisini okuman\u0131z\u0131 \u015fiddetle \u00f6neririm. \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n yakla\u015fmakta oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce Vaftizci Yahya\u2019n\u0131n ne dedi\u011fini hat\u0131rl\u0131yor musunuz? Lazar\u2019\u0131n mezar\u0131na d\u00f6nmeden \u00f6nce bunu tekrarlaman\u0131n faydas\u0131 var: \u201cYahya ertesi g\u00fcn \u0130sa’n\u0131n kendisine do\u011fru geldi\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u015f\u00f6yle dedi: \u201c\u0130\u015fte, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131n\u0131 ortadan kald\u0131ran Tanr\u0131 Kuzusu!\u201d \u0130sa Mesih\u2019in kan\u0131 bizim g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6rtmez, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc kapatmaz, gizlemez, g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n borcunu ertelemez, ya da g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 indirgemez. O\u2019nun kan\u0131 g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ortadan kald\u0131r\u0131r, bir kerede ve sonsuzluk boyunca!<\/p>\n Lazar Hala \u00d6l\u00fc\u2026 Ama Bu Durum \u00c7ok S\u00fcrmeyecek!<\/strong><\/p>\n \u00dcz\u00fcc\u00fc olan, mezar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcndeki kalabal\u0131k alanda \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131 olan ki\u015filer vard\u0131. O\u2019nu izleyip Tanr\u0131\u2019ya k\u00fcfreder \u015fekilde \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirdi\u011fi mucizelerin \u0130blis\u2019le anla\u015fmas\u0131 sayesinde oldu\u011funu\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorlard\u0131. Aksini kan\u0131tlamak i\u00e7in \u0130sa bir cine veya cinlerin ba\u015f\u0131na de\u011fil, a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a Baba\u2019ya sesleniyor. Sonra y\u00fcksek sesle \u0130sa Lazar\u2019\u0131 mezardan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131!<\/p>\n Ta\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ekin! Lazar \u00e7\u0131k d\u0131\u015far\u0131!<\/strong><\/p>\n Fakat neyi \u00f6nce inan\u0131lmaz buldum ve sonra inand\u0131m? O kadar inan\u0131lmaz ki, hala inan\u0131lmaz buluyorum. \u0130nan\u0131lmaz ama ger\u00e7ek. <\/p>\n Tanr\u0131, en b\u00fcy\u00fck se\u00e7imi bize b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sonsuz vatan\u0131m\u0131z konusunda se\u00e7imi bize b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131n\u0131 inan\u0131lmaz buluyorum. Bizi oraya davet etti. Bunu anlamak i\u00e7in \u0130ncil\u2019i \u00e7ok fazla okuman\u0131za gerek yok. Ama bunun \u00fczerine biraz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn; ya\u015famda se\u00e7ebilece\u011fimiz \u00e7ok fazla \u015fey yok. Havan\u0131n nas\u0131l olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7emeyiz. Ekonomiyi denetleyemeyiz. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir burunla ya da mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc ya da g\u00fcr sa\u00e7larla do\u011fmam\u0131z\u0131 sa\u011flayamay\u0131z. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n bize nas\u0131l tepki g\u00f6sterece\u011fini bile se\u00e7emeyiz. Ama sonsuzlu\u011fu nerede ge\u00e7irebilece\u011fimizi se\u00e7ebiliriz. Tanr\u0131, en b\u00fcy\u00fck se\u00e7imi bize b\u0131rakt\u0131. En ya\u015famsal karar bize ait.<\/p>\n Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n davetine kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k ben ne yapt\u0131m? Ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131n ilk yar\u0131s\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yapmad\u0131m. Bunun nedenlerinden biri bu konuda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey bilmememdi. Kimse bana \u0130ncil\u2019in Tanr\u0131 ve benim hakk\u0131mda neler s\u00f6yledi\u011fini a\u00e7\u0131klamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Di\u011fer neden ise, genel olarak kendimi iyi bir insan olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum ve bir Kurtar\u0131c\u0131\u2019ya ihtiyac\u0131m oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyordum. Sonra, kendim, g\u00fcnah ve Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n iyilikle ilgili standart\u0131yla ilgili yanl\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmden dolay\u0131 hayat\u0131mda var olan bo\u015flu\u011fu maddi \u015feylere sahip olarak doldurmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Maddi \u015feylerin sa\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ge\u00e7ici zevkler i\u00e7in ya\u015famak ne kadar da trajik!<\/p>\n Bu ger\u00e7e\u011fin bilincine vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m an\u0131 ve o an hangi trafik \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131nda bekledi\u011fimi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Orada, bizim oralar\u0131n en tutulan, en h\u0131zl\u0131 spor arabalar\u0131ndan birinin direksiyonunda oturuyordum. Bunlardan her y\u0131l belli bir say\u0131da \u00fcretiliyordu ve ben en yeni modeline sahiptim- hem de k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131! Bir grup lise \u00f6\u011frencisi kav\u015fa\u011fa yakla\u015f\u0131yordu ve yakla\u015f\u0131rken arabama bakt\u0131lar. G\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geldik. Y\u00fczlerindeki ifadeden \u015fu okunuyordu, \u2018\u015eu adama bak\u0131n. \u0130\u015fte ger\u00e7ekten nas\u0131l ya\u015famas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini bilen biri!\u2019 Bu hayranl\u0131k dolu bak\u0131\u015flar yeni bir \u015fey de\u011fildi. Arabamla nereye gitsem bu bak\u0131\u015flarla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131yordum ama bu kez durum farkl\u0131yd\u0131. Bu arabay\u0131 s\u00fcren adam\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011finin bo\u015f oldu\u011funu fark ettim. Gen\u00e7lere bakt\u0131m ve \u015f\u00f6yle ba\u011f\u0131rmak istedim, \u2018\u00c7ocuklar, hi\u00e7 de g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi de\u011fil. Bu araba hayat\u0131mdaki bo\u015flu\u011fu doldurmad\u0131. Dolduraca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131m ama doldurmad\u0131.\u201d <\/p>\n \u00dcniversiteden mezun olmu\u015f ve Tanr\u0131 hakk\u0131nda ciddi bir \u015fekilde d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden se\u00e7ti\u011fim meslekte alt\u0131 y\u0131l \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Dinle ilgili okudu\u011fum tek kitap Kuran\u2019d\u0131. Sonra i\u015fyerinde bir arkada\u015f\u0131m benimle ruhsal konulardan konu\u015ftu ve beni g\u00fcld\u00fcren bir \u015fey s\u00f6yledi. Dedi ki, \u201c\u0130sa\u2019ya ihtiyac\u0131n var.\u201d Bana vermek istedi\u011fi Kutsal Kitap\u2019\u0131 kabul etmem i\u00e7in bir s\u00fcre ge\u00e7mesi gerekti. Tam olarak \u00fc\u00e7 ay. \u00d6nerisini kabul ettim ve Kutsal Kitap\u2019\u0131n ikinci yar\u0131s\u0131 olan \u0130ncil\u2019i okudum. \u0130ncil\u2019i ba\u015f\u0131ndan sonuna kadar okumam\u0131 istedi. Hi\u00e7 sonuna gelmedim. Asl\u0131nda \u015f\u00f6yle s\u00f6ylemeliyim, sonuna geldi\u011fimde, ba\u015fta oldu\u011fum insan de\u011fildim art\u0131k. <\/p>\n Benim y\u00fcre\u011fime dokunan ayn\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131k, sizinkine de dokunsun! <\/strong><\/p>\n \u0130ncil\u2019in ilk \u00fc\u00e7 k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131- Matta, Markos ve Luka- okumu\u015ftum. Yuhanna \u0130ncili denen d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc k\u0131sma geldi\u011fimde birinci b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6tesine ge\u00e7emedim. En az\u0131ndan o gece. Sizin g\u00f6zleriniz de benim g\u00f6zlerimin \u015f\u00f6lenini g\u00f6rs\u00fcn diye burada bir al\u0131nt\u0131 yapaca\u011f\u0131m. Benim y\u00fcre\u011fime dokunan ayn\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131k, sizinkine de dokunsun: <\/p>\n \u201cBa\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta S\u00f6z vard\u0131. S\u00f6z Tanr\u0131’yla birlikteydi ve S\u00f6z Tanr\u0131’yd\u0131. Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta O, Tanr\u0131’yla birlikteydi. Her \u015fey O’nun arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla var oldu, var olan hi\u00e7bir \u015fey O’nsuz olmad\u0131. Ya\u015fam O’ndayd\u0131 ve ya\u015fam insanlar\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131. I\u015f\u0131k karanl\u0131kta parlar. Karanl\u0131k onu alt edemedi. Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi Yahya adl\u0131 bir adam ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Tan\u0131kl\u0131k amac\u0131yla, \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa tan\u0131kl\u0131k etsin ve herkes onun arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla iman etsin diye geldi. Kendisi \u0131\u015f\u0131k de\u011fildi, ama \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa tan\u0131kl\u0131k etmeye geldi. D\u00fcnyaya gelen, her insan\u0131 ayd\u0131nlatan ger\u00e7ek \u0131\u015f\u0131k vard\u0131. O, d\u00fcnyadayd\u0131, d\u00fcnya O’nun arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla var oldu, ama d\u00fcnya O’nu tan\u0131mad\u0131. Kendi yurduna geldi, ama kendi halk\u0131 O’nu kabul etmedi. Kendisini kabul edip ad\u0131na iman edenlerin hepsine Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 olma hakk\u0131n\u0131 verdi.<\/em> Onlar ne kandan, ne beden ne de insan iste\u011finden do\u011fdular; tersine, Tanr\u0131’dan do\u011fdular.<\/em> S\u00f6z, insan olup aram\u0131zda ya\u015fad\u0131.\u201d (Yuhanna 1:1-14, \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n \u0130ncil\u2019de ilahi S\u00f6z\u2019\u00fcn beden almas\u0131yla ilgili ayeti okumu\u015ftum. Tabii ki dikkatimi \u00e7ekti. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n bize \u0130sa\u2019yla vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu\u015feyin ne ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc bir tan\u0131m\u0131. \u0130sa ilahi S\u00f6z\u2019d\u00fcr. \u0130ster inan\u0131n, ister inanmay\u0131n \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n bu \u015fekilde betimlenmesi, o gece okudu\u011fum bu iki ayet kadar dikkatimi \u00e7ekmedi:<\/p>\n \u201cKendisini kabul edip ad\u0131na iman edenlerin hepsine Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 olma hakk\u0131n\u0131 verdi. Onlar ne kandan, ne beden ne de insan iste\u011finden do\u011fdular; tersine, Tanr\u0131’dan do\u011fdular.\u201d (Yuhanna 1:12-13, \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u201cKendisini kabul edip ad\u0131na iman edenlerin hepsine Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 olma hakk\u0131n\u0131 verdi. Onlar ne kandan, ne beden ne de insan iste\u011finden do\u011fdular; tersine, Tanr\u0131’dan do\u011fdular.\u201d \u015e\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm:\u201cE\u011fer \u0130sa s\u00f6yledi\u011fi ki\u015fiyse ve Tanr\u0131\u2019dan do\u011farak bana Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7ocu\u011fu olma hakk\u0131 verdiyse, o zaman olanlar\u0131n fark\u0131nda olmam gerekir. Yata\u011f\u0131mda yat\u0131yordum ve geceydi. \u0130sa\u2019ya iman etti\u011fimi ve g\u00fcvendi\u011fimi ifade eder etmez, birdenbire gardrobumun \u00fczerinde \u0130sa Mesih\u2019in \u00e7arm\u0131hta as\u0131l\u0131 oldu\u011fu sahne g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc, t\u0131pk\u0131 \u0130ncil\u2019de okudu\u011fum gibi. \u015eoktayd\u0131m. Sinemadaki perde gibiydi, \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 ve canl\u0131 renkli. G\u00f6zlerim kapal\u0131yd\u0131, bu nedenle resim sa\u011f\u0131mda giysi odam\u0131n \u00fczerinde oynuyor gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeliydi. \u0130sa\u2019y\u0131 \u00e7arm\u0131hta g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez O\u2019na \u2018\u0130sa, beni kurtaramazs\u0131n\u2019\u2019 dedim. \u00c7ok ilgin\u00e7 bir and\u0131. H\u0131ristiyan olarak yeti\u015ftirilmemi\u015ftim, ger\u00e7ek H\u0131ristiyanl\u0131k hakk\u0131nda da pek fazla bilgim yoktu. Sadece \u0130ncil\u2019de okuduklar\u0131m\u0131 biliyordum- bu da sadece son birka\u00e7 haftad\u0131r okuduklar\u0131md\u0131. \u015eimdi ise nereden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 belli olmayan bir \u015fekilde \u00e7arm\u0131h sahnesi yatak odamda capcanl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131!<\/p>\n Ad\u0131m\u0131 nas\u0131l bildi?<\/strong><\/p>\n Neden O\u2019na hemen \u2018\u0130sa, beni kurtaramazs\u0131n!\u2019 dedim? O\u2019nu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde birdenbire kendi g\u00fcnahl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n fark\u0131na vard\u0131m. Hemen yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m en \u00e7irkin, en g\u00fcnahkar \u015feyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ve a\u011fz\u0131mdan birden \u2018\u0130sa beni kurtaramazs\u0131n \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben ______ yapt\u0131m!\u2019 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. (Bunun ne oldu\u011funu size s\u00f6ylememe gerek yok.) Birdenbire O\u2019nun sesini duydum. Ad\u0131mla bana seslendi ve o g\u00fcnah i\u00e7in \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yledi. Ad\u0131m\u0131 nas\u0131l bildi?<\/p>\n Yine, hemen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m, hatalar aras\u0131nda yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m en k\u00f6t\u00fc ikinci \u015feyin ne oldu\u011funu ara\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m. Yan\u0131t\u0131 ayn\u0131yd\u0131. Ad\u0131mla seslendi ve bunun i\u00e7in \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yledi. Yatak odamda olanlara inanam\u0131yordum. Ya\u015fam\u0131mda olanlara inanam\u0131yordum. Bu sahne ger\u00e7ekle\u015firken hala yata\u011f\u0131mda s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc yat\u0131yordum. Sahne devam ettik\u00e7e kulaklar\u0131m kar\u0131ncalanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn iki yan\u0131nda kulaklar\u0131ma do\u011fru ak\u0131yordu. Sevin\u00e7 g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131… kabul edilmenin getirdi\u011fi g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131… b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m\u0131n bu ya\u015fayan \u0130sa, bu ya\u015fayan Kurtar\u0131c\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan al\u0131nmas\u0131n\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 rahatlaman\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131. G\u00fcnahlar\u0131m i\u00e7in \u00f6ld\u00fc, her biri i\u00e7in (ve sizin b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in de) ve \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcmden dirildi. <\/p>\n \u0130\u015fte orada Tanr\u0131\u2019dan yan\u0131t\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131yordum. \u0130kinci kez do\u011fuyordum. Birinci do\u011fumum \u00fczerinde hi\u00e7bir kontrol\u00fcm yoktu. Annemle babam o i\u015fi halletmi\u015fti. \u0130kinci do\u011fumum s\u0131ras\u0131nda da kontrol bende de\u011fildi. \u0130kincisinde \u0130sa bunu halletti.<\/p>\n Giysi odam\u0131n \u00fczerindeki g\u00f6r\u00fcm g\u00f6zden kayboldu ve orada karanl\u0131kta uzun bir s\u00fcre boyunca uzanm\u0131\u015f bir durumda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye devam ettim. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n vaat etti\u011fi yeniden do\u011fu\u015f ger\u00e7ekti. \u2018Yeni bir sayfa a\u00e7mak\u2019 ya da daha iyi bir insan olmaya karar vermek gibi bir \u015fey de\u011fildi. Sadece ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanm\u0131\u015f ve temizlenmi\u015f olmakla kalmad\u0131m, ayn\u0131 zamanda bana yeni bir do\u011fa verildi. Her \u015fey o kadar ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fcyd\u00fc ki bu de\u011fi\u015fimi biriyle payla\u015fma iste\u011fiyle doldum. Oturma odamdaki telefona do\u011fru y\u00f6neldim ama yolda ba\u015f\u0131ma gelen bu \u015feyleri anlayabilecek kimseyi tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark ettim. Dindar insanlarla vakit ge\u00e7iren biri de\u011fildim. Sonra bir arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131m. Adam\u0131 ki\u015fisel olarak tan\u0131m\u0131yordum ama onun ger\u00e7ek bir H\u0131ristiyan oldu\u011funu duymu\u015ftum. Rehberde ad\u0131n\u0131 bulabildim ve arad\u0131m. Konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda, ya\u015fam\u0131mda o an olanlar\u0131 anlatmak i\u00e7in kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 gereken Kutsal Kitap terminolojisini bilmiyordum. \u00d6nemli olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. \u0130yi bir dinleyiciydi ve k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre i\u00e7inde \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim bir arkada\u015f\u0131m oldu. Haftada bir kez Kutsal Kitap\u2019\u0131 birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya karar verdik.<\/p>\n Her neyse\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n \u00c7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ayetlerde Marta\u2019n\u0131n bir itiraz\u0131 oldu, de\u011fil mi? \u201c\u0130sa, “Ta\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ekin!” dedi. \u00d6lenin k\u0131zkarde\u015fi Marta, “Rab, o art\u0131k kokmu\u015ftur, \u00f6leli d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn oldu” dedi.\u201d \u0130ncil\u2019den bir ayeti sizin i\u00e7in farkl\u0131 s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerle ifade etmek istiyorum, \u201cTanr\u0131\u2019ya kar\u015f\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015feyler nedeniyle ruhsal olarak \u00f6l\u00fc oldu\u011fumuz halde bize \u0130sa\u2019yla yeni bir ya\u015fam verdi.\u201d (Efesliler 2:5, \u0130ncil). Fikrini payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in te\u015fekk\u00fcrler Marta ama bu, Lazar i\u00e7in en iyisi de\u011fil. \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n yapmak istediklerini de yans\u0131tm\u0131yor. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131 yerinde b\u0131rakmak ve Lazar\u2019\u0131n \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcmesine izin vermek de\u011fil. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6revi g\u00fcnahkar insanlara yeni ya\u015fam vermektir. \u00d6l\u00fcleri yeni ya\u015fam i\u00e7in diriltiyor.<\/p>\n Hepimiz!<\/strong><\/p>\n \u0130sa Lazar i\u00e7in yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bizim i\u00e7in de yapmak istiyor. Bunu bilmek iyi, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc Marta\u2019n\u0131n Lazar i\u00e7in s\u00f6yledikleri, ruhsal a\u00e7\u0131dan bizim i\u00e7in s\u00f6ylenebilir, \u201cO art\u0131k kokmu\u015ftur, \u00f6leli d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn oldu.\u201d Ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6ylemek gerekirse, uzun bir s\u00fcredir ruhsal olarak \u00f6l\u00fcy\u00fcz. Hepimiz. Marta, sizden benden ve bizim sokakta ya\u015fayan herkesten s\u00f6z ediyordu. \u0130nsan \u0131rk\u0131 ruhsal olarak \u00f6l\u00fcd\u00fcr ve havada k\u00f6t\u00fc bir koku b\u0131rak\u0131r. Uzun bir s\u00fcre \u00f6nce \u00f6ld\u00fck ve g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fck. Birilerinin bizi d\u00fczeltmesine ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z yok. Birilerinin bizi diriltmesine ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z var. Ad\u0131na ya\u015fam dedi\u011fimiz pislik i\u00e7inde, \u00f6l\u00fcm var ve o kadar uzun zamand\u0131r i\u00e7indeyiz ki, k\u00f6t\u00fc kokuya al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Ne var ki, Tanr\u0131 al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131. S\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131za, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz anda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimizi g\u00f6steren bir alet tak\u0131lsayd\u0131 bu kokunun daha fazla fark\u0131nda olabilirdik. O zaman ger\u00e7ekte nas\u0131l oldu\u011fumuzu anlard\u0131k. Toplum i\u00e7ine \u00e7\u0131kamaya cesaret edemezdik, de\u011fil mi? Kim, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerini, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc anda ba\u015fkalar\u0131na g\u00f6steren dijital bir g\u00f6stergeyle dola\u015fmak ister? Bir anda yeni bir ya\u015fama sahip olmak i\u00e7in her \u015feyimizi verirdik! Tanr\u0131, bu ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 siz ve ben fark\u0131na varmadan \u00e7ok \u00f6ncesinden g\u00f6rd\u00fc. <\/p>\n Ta\u015f kald\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131! <\/strong><\/p>\n \u201cBir kimse Mesih’teyse, yeni yarat\u0131kt\u0131r. Eski \u015feyler ge\u00e7mi\u015f, her \u015fey yeni olmu\u015ftur.\u201d (2. Korintliler 5:17, \u0130ncil) <\/p>\n \u0130sa ilk kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmalar\u0131 s\u0131ras\u0131nda Marta\u2019ya k\u0131zmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bunu bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n birinci k\u0131sm\u0131nda okuyoruz. Marta neden daha \u00f6nce gelmedi\u011fini merak etti. \u0130sa, Marta\u2019n\u0131n kendisiyle ilgili \u015fu an anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7ok daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmesi gerekti\u011fini biliyordu. \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n kendisinden daha \u00e7abuk bir yard\u0131m beklemesine nas\u0131l cevap verdi? \u0130sa \u00f6yle bir iddiada bulundu ki, bu iddia kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ya cennette taht\u0131 ya da ak\u0131l hastanesinde bir oday\u0131 hak etti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebiliriz. Ya ilahi, ya da deli olmal\u0131. Ne dedi? \u201cKarde\u015fin tekrar ya\u015fayacak.\u201d Sonra da, \u201cDirili\u015f ve ya\u015fam benim\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n Bu ayetleri okudu\u011funuz i\u00e7in Marta\u2019n\u0131n \u0130sa\u2019y\u0131 yanl\u0131\u015f anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorsunuz. Bunu kim yanl\u0131\u015f anlamaz ki? \u015e\u00f6yle dedi, \u201cSon dirili\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcnde yeniden dirilece\u011fini biliyorum.\u201d Ama \u0130sa bunu demek istememi\u015fti, de\u011fil mi? \u00d6l\u00fcm Fatihi oldu\u011funu bilmesini istiyordu. \u201cBuna inan\u0131yor musun?\u201d<\/p>\n Bu soru \u0130sa\u2019y\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f ve \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f olan binlerce guru ve peygamberden ay\u0131rmaktad\u0131r. Bu soru her sorumlu dinleyiciyi H\u0131ristiyan inanc\u0131na ya tam bir itaate ya da tam bir reddetmeye y\u00f6neltiyor. Okuduklar\u0131n\u0131za inan\u0131yor musunuz? Bu \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fczden daha b\u00fcy\u00fck oldu\u011funa inan\u0131yor musunuz? \u0130sa sayesinde, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn, sizi cennete g\u00f6t\u00fcren yolda sadece bir giri\u015f kap\u0131s\u0131 oldu\u011funa inan\u0131yor musunuz? Ben inan\u0131yorum. Tan\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 okudunuz. \u0130nanma s\u0131ras\u0131 sizde ve y\u00fcz ya da daha fazla insan size inand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z takdirde aptall\u0131k etmi\u015f olmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 s\u00f6yleyecektir. Hangi y\u00fcz kadar ki\u015fi? Dinleyin\u2026<\/p>\n \u201cLazar, ne oldu?\u201d <\/p>\n O halde \u015funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn.<\/p>\n \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n s\u00f6zleri ikna edici olsa da yeterli de\u011fildi. Vaatleri ger\u00e7ek olsa da, tam olarak insanlar\u0131n korkular\u0131n\u0131 yat\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmad\u0131. Yapt\u0131klar\u0131, Lazar\u2019\u0131 mezardan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmas\u0131 bile kalabal\u0131klar\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn korkulacak bir \u015fey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 konusunda ikna edemedi.<\/p>\n Hay\u0131r. \u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnde, \u00f6l\u00fcm hala, onlar\u0131 sevin\u00e7ten ay\u0131ran kara pe\u00e7eydi. Bu korkun\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015fman kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda zafer yok gibiydi. \u0130\u011fren\u00e7 kokusu her insan\u0131n burnuna ula\u015fm\u0131\u015f ve ya\u015fam\u0131n aniden ve anlams\u0131z bir \u015fekilde sona erece\u011fine dair onlar\u0131 ikna etmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n Bu karanl\u0131k g\u00fcc\u00fcn ger\u00e7ek do\u011fas\u0131n\u0131 ortaya \u00e7\u0131karmak ve sonra silahlar\u0131ndan ar\u0131nd\u0131rmak \u0130sa\u2019ya kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bu g\u00f6steri \u00e7arm\u0131hta ger\u00e7ekle\u015fti. \u0130sa, \u00f6l\u00fcm t\u00fcneline girdi, di\u011fer u\u00e7ta kendisini cennete kadar izleyenleri ge\u00e7iren bir \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcvence alt\u0131na ald\u0131. E\u011fer g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bedelini \u00f6derse, geriye ne kal\u0131r? \u00d6l\u00fcm de\u011fil, ya\u015fam. Tanr\u0131\u2019dan sonsuza dek ayr\u0131 kalmak de\u011fil, cennette sonsuz ya\u015fam! \u201c\u2026g\u00fcnah\u0131n \u00fccreti \u00f6l\u00fcm, Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n arma\u011fan\u0131 ise Rabbimiz Mesih \u0130sa’da sonsuz ya\u015famd\u0131r.\u201d (Romal\u0131lar 6:23, \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n Yarat\u0131l\u0131\u015f, \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7arm\u0131h\u0131nda nefesini tuttu, t\u0131pk\u0131 kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n Lazar\u2019\u0131n mezar\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde nefesini tuttu\u011fu gibi. Her iki durumda da sonu\u00e7 ay\u0131n\u0131 oldu. Cehennemin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0130sa\u2019yla ba\u015fa \u00e7\u0131kamazd\u0131. \u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011fa ka\u00e7\u0131\u015fan cin birlikleri Ya\u015fam \u00d6nderi kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duramaz. \u0130sa, \u00d6l\u00fcm Tepesine giderken birka\u00e7 kez ne dedi?<\/p>\n \u201c\u0130nsano\u011flu’nun \u00e7ok ac\u0131 \u00e7ekmesi, ileri gelenler, ba\u015fkahinler ve din bilginlerince reddedilmesi, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclmesi ve \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn dirilmesi<\/em> gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.\u201d (Luka 9:22, \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n \u201cCelile’de bir araya geldiklerinde \u0130sa onlara, “\u0130nsano\u011flu, insanlar\u0131n eline teslim edilecek ve \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclecek, ama \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn dirilecek<\/em>” dedi. \u00d6\u011frenciler buna \u00e7ok kederlendiler.\u201d (Matta 17:22-23, \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n \u201c\u0130sa, \u0130nsano\u011flu’nun \u00e7ok ac\u0131 \u00e7ekmesi, ileri gelenler, ba\u015fk\u00e2hinler ve din bilginlerince reddedilmesi, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclmesi ve \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra dirilmesi<\/em> gerekti\u011fini onlara anlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\u201d (Markos 8:31, \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n \u201cBen iyi \u00e7oban\u0131m. \u0130yi \u00e7oban koyunlar\u0131 u\u011fruna can\u0131n\u0131 verir. Can\u0131m\u0131 kimse benden alamaz; ben onu kendili\u011fimden veririm. Onu vermeye de tekrar geri almaya da yetkim var<\/em>.\u201d (Yuhanna 10:11,18, \u0130ncil) <\/p>\n Eskimo Evi Yapmak <\/strong><\/p>\n Jimmy ve Terry, t\u00fcnelde kayboldu\u011fumda nefeslerini tuttular. \u00dc\u00e7 ki\u015fiydik, k\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve hayal g\u00fczeldi. Okullar y\u0131l\u0131n en uzun tatili i\u00e7in kapanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve evimin yan\u0131ndaki bo\u015f arsadaki yumu\u015fak kar idealdi. Eskimo evi yapacakt\u0131k ve kutup ay\u0131lar\u0131 veya ne oldu\u011funu bilmedi\u011fimiz canavarlar\u0131n evimize \u00f6n taraftan sald\u0131rmas\u0131 ihtimaline kar\u015f\u0131 arkas\u0131na da bir \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f a\u00e7acakt\u0131k.<\/p>\n Deneme an\u0131 gelmi\u015fti. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz ciddi bir \u015fekilde kar giysilerimiz i\u00e7inde durduk ve birinin g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc olmas\u0131n\u0131 bekledik. Jimmy\u2019den bir ve Terry\u2019den iki y\u0131l b\u00fcy\u00fck oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc olmaya karar verdim. Arkada\u015flar\u0131m beni cesaretlendirecek son s\u00f6zlerini s\u00f6ylediler. S\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131vazlad\u0131lar ve deli\u011fe do\u011fru girdim. Kimse konu\u015fmuyordu. Eskimo evinin d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki tek hareket gen\u00e7 kalplerinin at\u0131\u015f\u0131yd\u0131. G\u00f6zleri t\u00fcnelin \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131na dikilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n Nihayet, iki arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7ekti\u011fi onca s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131dan sonra, g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen y\u00fcz\u00fcm t\u00fcnelin di\u011fer ucunda g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u00c7\u0131k\u0131\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, yumru\u011fumu havada sallad\u0131m ve \u015f\u00f6yle ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, \u201cKorkacak bir \u015fey yok! Merak etmeyin!\u201d Sa\u011f salim oldu\u011fum, t\u00fcnelin sonunda havalara z\u0131plad\u0131\u011f\u0131mla ilgili tan\u0131kl\u0131\u011fa kim kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kabilirdi? Jimmy ve Terry i\u00e7eri girmeye karar verdiler.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" OLAY: \u0130sa Lazar\u2019\u0131n mezar\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131. AYETLER: \u201cAma i\u00e7lerinden baz\u0131lar\u0131, “K\u00f6r\u00fcn g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7an bu ki\u015fi, Lazar’\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc de \u00f6nleyemez miydi?” dediler. \u0130sa yine derinden h\u00fcz\u00fcnlenerek mezara vard\u0131. Mezar bir ma\u011farayd\u0131, giri\u015finde de bir ta\u015f duruyordu.\u0130sa,”Ta\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ekin!” dedi. \u00d6lenin k\u0131zkarde\u015fi Marta, “Rab, o art\u0131k kokmu\u015ftur, \u00f6leli d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn oldu” dedi. \u0130sa ona, “Ben sana, ‘\u0130man edersen Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1858","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1858","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1858"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1858\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1858"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1858"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1858"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}![\"01](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/01_image5521%20crowd%2045.jpg\")
Kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131, Lazar\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fc oldu\u011fu mezara do\u011fru izlerken, baz\u0131 ki\u015filer \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n arkas\u0131ndan konu\u015fmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yorlar. S\u00f6ylenenler. K\u00f6t\u00fcmserler. \u0130sa Lazar\u2019\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne engel olabilseydi olurdu diyorlar. Arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iyile\u015ftirmedi\u011fine g\u00f6re, b\u00fcy\u00fck olas\u0131l\u0131kla iyile\u015ftiremedi. Ayn\u0131 ku\u015fkucu grup \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7arm\u0131ha gerildi\u011fi g\u00fcn Yeru\u015falim\u2019e 3 km\u2019lik y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fc s\u0131ras\u0131nda O\u2019nu izlemi\u015f ve ayn\u0131 \u015feyleri s\u00f6ylemi\u015f olabilir. \u00c7arm\u0131ha gerilmesiyle ilgili anlat\u0131lanlar\u0131 okudu\u011funuzda, kalabal\u0131ktan ayn\u0131 s\u00f6zlerin geldi\u011fini duyars\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015fk\u00e2hinler, din bilginleri ve ileri gelenler de ayn\u0131 \u015fekilde O’nunla alay ederek, “Ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 kurtard\u0131, kendini kurtaram\u0131yor” diyorlard\u0131.”\u0130srail’in Kral\u0131 imi\u015f! \u015eimdi \u00e7arm\u0131htan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 insin de O’na iman edelim. Tanr\u0131’ya g\u00fcveniyordu; Tanr\u0131 O’nu seviyorsa, kurtars\u0131n bakal\u0131m! \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc, ‘Ben Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n O\u011flu’yum’ demi\u015fti.” \u0130sa’yla birlikte \u00e7arm\u0131ha gerilen haydutlar da O’na ayn\u0131 \u015fekilde hakaret ettiler.\u201d (Matta 27:38-44, \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n![\"02](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/02_image11098%20salute%20dark%20sharpened%2045.jpg\")
H\u00fccreleri, Lazar\u2019\u0131n beyninin, organlar\u0131n\u0131n ve di\u011fer ya\u015famsal sistemlerinin girift yerleriyle yeni bir uyumla \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 i\u00e7in g\u00fc\u00e7lendirmesi gerekirdi. Her iki eylem de ilahi olurdu fakat Lazar\u2019\u0131n can\u0131n\u0131 dahi geri \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131p bedeniyle birle\u015ftirebilece\u011fini g\u00f6stererek belki kendisini daha fazla y\u00fcceltmi\u015f oldu. Emin de\u011filim. \u0130sa\u2019dan ku\u015fku duydu\u011fum zamanlar\u0131n \u00fczerinden \u00e7ok y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti bu nedenle hangisi beni daha \u00e7ok etkilerdi bilmiyorum.<\/p>\n
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\u0130sa iki k\u0131zkarde\u015fin a\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131ndan ve k\u00f6ydekilerin a\u011flay\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 son derece kederli. Buna, kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n kendisini yanl\u0131\u015f anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda hissetti\u011fi \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcy\u00fc eklemeyi unutmay\u0131n. \u201cAma i\u00e7lerinden baz\u0131lar\u0131, “K\u00f6r\u00fcn g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7an bu ki\u015fi, Lazar’\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc de \u00f6nleyemez miydi?” dediler.” (Yuhanna 11: 37)<\/p>\n![\"04](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/04_image11107%20thermometer%2045.jpg\")
E\u011fer Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n duygular\u0131 oldu\u011fu ger\u00e7e\u011fini kabul etmekte zorlan\u0131yorsan\u0131z bence sorununuz \u015fu: Duygular\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz zaman g\u00fcn i\u00e7inde ne kadar duygular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi\u011fimizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyoruz. Bu duygular\u0131n bir\u00e7o\u011fu ho\u015f de\u011fil. Asl\u0131nda insan bir\u00e7o\u011fu nedeniyle mahcup oluyor. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden, duygular\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6re davran\u0131yoruz ve ancak sonra yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n fark\u0131na var\u0131yoruz. Termometre gibiyiz. Hava durumuna g\u00f6re yukar\u0131 ya da a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 hareket ediyoruz. S\u00fcrekli de\u011fi\u015fen durumlara tepki g\u00f6steriyoruz ve buna \u2018duygusal\u2019 olmak diyoruz. Tanr\u0131, bir anlamda, hissetmeyen biri olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in duygu sahibidir. Fakat de\u011fi\u015fmezlik niteli\u011fi nedeniyle bizim \u00e7o\u011fu kez yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gibi \u2018duygular\u0131yla\u2019 hareket etmez. <\/p>\n![\"05](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/05_image7758%20love%20grain%20grains%20of%20sand%2045.jpg\")
Hikayemize d\u00f6nmeden \u00f6nce, durup Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n size olan sevgisini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmenizi isterim. Tanr\u0131 i\u00e7in ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck bir anlam ta\u015f\u0131yorsunuz? B\u00fcy\u00fck olas\u0131l\u0131kla fark\u0131nda oldu\u011funuzdan \u00e7ok daha fazla! Tanr\u0131 sizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek ne kadar zaman ge\u00e7iriyor? Kutsal Kitap\u2019ta bu pek \u00e7ok kez ifade ediliyor. \u0130\u015fte onlar\u0131n ikisi: <\/p>\n
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2) \u201cTanr\u0131’y\u0131 biz sevmi\u015f de\u011fildik, ama O bizi sevdi ve O\u011flu’nu g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flatan kurban olarak d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6nderdi. \u0130\u015fte sevgi budur.\u201d (1.Yuhanna 4:10, \u0130ncil). Biri \u0130ncil\u2019in ilahi esin ile yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f sayfalar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p okumad\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcrece sevgi hakk\u0131nda mutlaka kusurlu bir anlay\u0131\u015fa sahip olacakt\u0131r. Peki ama neden? \u0130sa \u015f\u00f6yle dedi, \u201cHi\u00e7 kimsede, insan\u0131n, dostlar\u0131 u\u011fruna can\u0131n\u0131 vermesinden daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir sevgi yoktur.\u201d (Yuhanna 15:13, \u0130ncil). Dinsel inan\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131z ne olursa olsun bunun do\u011fru oldu\u011funu bilirsiniz. En b\u00fcy\u00fck sevgi, insan\u0131n kendi hayat\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fka biri i\u00e7in vermesidir. Bu da, insan\u0131n ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fka biri i\u00e7in vermesinin, o ki\u015fiye yiyecek sa\u011flamak, i\u015f bulmak, ona kar\u015f\u0131 iyi, d\u00fcr\u00fcst, yard\u0131msever ve benzeri \u015fekilde davranmak anlam\u0131na gelir. \u00d6l\u00fcm noktas\u0131na kadar insan\u0131n kendisini feda etmesi en b\u00fcy\u00fck sevgi eylemidir.<\/p>\n![\"07](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/07_image11110%20jesus%20lazarus%20tomb%2045.jpg\")
\u0130sa, kayan\u0131n kald\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131 i\u00e7in buyruk veriyor. \u201cMezar bir ma\u011farayd\u0131, giri\u015finde de bir ta\u015f duruyordu. \u0130sa, “Ta\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ekin!” dedi.\u201d \u0130nsan eliyle yap\u0131labilecek olan\u0131 \u0130sa buyuruyor, fakat insan\u0131n yetisini a\u015fan\u0131 yapma i\u015fini kendisine sakl\u0131yor. Tuhaf bir \u015fekilde, Marta araya girip ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmek \u00fczere olanlara itiraz ediyor. Sanki art\u0131k Lazar\u2019a iyilik etmek i\u00e7in \u00e7ok ge\u00e7 diyor. Art\u0131k cesedinin \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f cesede yeniden can vermenin olanaks\u0131z oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor. Kendisini \u00e7aresiz hissediyor. Durum \u00fcmitsiz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor. Bu sadece baz\u0131 insanlar i\u00e7in ge\u00e7erli. \u0130nsan ancak ya\u015fam\u0131nda \u0130sa olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 takdirde \u00e7aresiz ve \u00fcmitsizdir.<\/p>\n![\"08](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/08_image4613%20face%2045.jpg\")
Baz\u0131 insanlar imanlar\u0131n\u0131 yanl\u0131\u015f varsay\u0131mlar \u00fczerine kuruyorlar. \u00d6rne\u011fin, baz\u0131 insanlar\u0131n Tanr\u0131\u2019ya inan\u00e7lar\u0131, Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n kendilerini k\u00f6t\u00fc \u015feylerden koruyaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmelerinindan ibarettir. Kendilerini zararl\u0131 bir \u015feyin giremeyece\u011fi bir sabun k\u00f6p\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7inde g\u00f6r\u00fcrler. Ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz k\u00f6t\u00fc \u015feyler oldu\u011funda ise imanlar\u0131 sars\u0131l\u0131r. K\u00f6p\u00fck patlar ve Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n bu korkun\u00e7 \u015feyin olmas\u0131na nas\u0131l izin verdi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrler. Kutsal Kitap\u2019ta s\u00f6z\u00fc edilen iman b\u00f6yle bir iman de\u011fildir. <\/p>\n
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\u201c\u00dc\u00e7l\u00fc Birlik\u201d Kutsal Kitap\u2019ta bulunmayan bir terimdir fakat Kutsal Kitap\u2019ta Tanr\u0131 hakk\u0131nda a\u00e7\u0131k olan bir \u015feyi anlatmak i\u00e7in kullan\u0131l\u0131r. Kutsal Kitap a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a Baba Tanr\u0131, O\u011ful Tanr\u0131 [\u0130sa Mesih] ve Kutsal Ruh Tanr\u0131\u2019dan s\u00f6z eder. Kutsal Kitap ayn\u0131 zamanda sadece tek bir Tanr\u0131 oldu\u011fu ger\u00e7e\u011fini de net bir \u015fekilde sunar. \u00dc\u00e7l\u00fc Birlik terimine \u015f\u00f6yle ula\u015f\u0131r\u0131z: Hem \u00fc\u00e7, hem bir. S\u00f6z konusu sonsuz Tanr\u0131 ve sonsuzluk oldu\u011funda d\u00fcnyasal fizik ve matematik kurallar\u0131 uygulanam\u0131yor. 1 + 1 + 1 = 1 s\u0131n\u0131fta do\u011fru bir yan\u0131t olmayabilir ama Tanr\u0131 i\u00e7in m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Bu e\u015fitli\u011fi \u015fu \u015fekilde d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek daha do\u011fru olacakt\u0131r:<\/p>\n![\"10](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/10_image11116%20jesus%20word%20incarnate%20heaven%2045.jpg\")
\u201cBa\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta S\u00f6z vard\u0131. S\u00f6z Tanr\u0131’yla birlikteydi ve S\u00f6z Tanr\u0131’yd\u0131. Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta O, Tanr\u0131’yla birlikteydi. Her \u015fey O’nun arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla var oldu, var olan hi\u00e7bir \u015fey O’nsuz olmad\u0131. Ya\u015fam O’ndayd\u0131 ve ya\u015fam insanlar\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131. S\u00f6z, insan olup aram\u0131zda ya\u015fad\u0131. O’nun y\u00fcceli\u011fini Baba’dan gelen, l\u00fctuf ve ger\u00e7ekle dolu biricik O\u011ful’un y\u00fcceli\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fck.\u201d (Yuhanna 1:1-4,14, \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n![\"11](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/11_image11115%20eye%20gaze%20up%20look%20sharpened%2045.jpg\")
Kutsal Yaz\u0131lar a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a \u00f6\u011fretir ki zamanda bir noktada Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n ebedi s\u00f6z\u00fc insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 giyindi. Neden? Bedeninin bizim g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m\u0131z u\u011fruna kurban edilmesine izin vermek amac\u0131yla: \u201cS\u00f6z, insan olup aram\u0131zda ya\u015fad\u0131.\u201d <\/p>\n
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Y\u00fcksek sele \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, k\u0131sa ama g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131yd\u0131. O elli trilyon h\u00fccrenin s\u0131raya giri\u015fini ve Efendileri\u2019nin \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na itaat etmelerini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn! Bu kadar mucizevi bir \u015feyi hayal edin! \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n sizin ad\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hayal edin! \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n kendisini size a\u00e7\u0131klad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, sizi \u00e7e\u015fitli tutsakl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131zdan ve karanl\u0131ktan kopmaya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve kendisine iman etmenizi istedi\u011fini hayal edin! B\u00f6yle bir \u015fey benim ba\u015f\u0131ma geldi, eminim sizin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131za da gelebilir. Bir arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n verdi\u011fi \u0130ncil\u2019i okuyordum. O zamana kadar sadece Kuran\u2019\u0131 okumu\u015ftum. Her g\u00fcn i\u015ften eve gelip yata\u011f\u0131mda uzanarak okumalar\u0131ma devam etmeyi iple \u00e7ekiyordum. <\/p>\n![\"13](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/13_image8129%20gift%2045.jpg\")
Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n davetine nas\u0131l kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k vereceksiniz? O\u2019nunla sonsuza dek ya\u015faman\u0131z\u0131 istemesine ne diyeceksiniz? <\/p>\n![\"14](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/14_image2922%20red%20traffic%20light%2045.jpg\")
Orada oturdum ve trafik \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n ye\u015file d\u00f6nmesini bekledim ve \u015f\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, \u2018Otuz ya\u015f\u0131ndas\u0131n. Neredeyse hayat\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015f ve hala ya\u015fam\u0131n anlam\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorsun!\u201d Beni g\u00fcvenli bir \u015fekilde cennete gidecek yolu sa\u011flayacak kadar \u00e7ok seven bir Tanr\u0131 oldu\u011funu bilmeden ya\u015fad\u0131m. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131n mahvetti\u011fi ili\u015fkimizi yenileyip aram\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fczeltmek istedi\u011fini bilmeden ya\u015fad\u0131m. \u0130ncil\u2019in kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bile a\u00e7madan ve Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n bol ya\u015fam i\u00e7in tasar\u0131s\u0131 hakk\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey bilmeden ya\u015fad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
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E\u011fer bu Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n i\u00e7imde yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir mucizeyle ger\u00e7ekle\u015fiyorsa, kendi g\u00fcc\u00fcmle yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015fey de\u011filse, bu do\u011fa\u00fcst\u00fc de\u011fi\u015fimi deneyim etmeliyim.\u201d<\/p>\n![\"16](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/16_tears1%20long%2045.jpg\")
H\u0131ristiyan mesaj\u0131 art\u0131k yeni \u0130ncilim\u2019in sayfalar\u0131nda bas\u0131l\u0131 yaz\u0131l\u0131 mesaj de\u011fildi. Bunu ya\u015f\u0131yordum. Tekrar tekrar \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n bana s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirmesine neden olmas\u0131 gereken g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. O\u2019nun nas\u0131l i\u015fine yarayabilirdim? Nas\u0131l O\u2019nun dostu olabilirdim? Karanl\u0131k ve \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n nas\u0131l payda\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 olabilirdi? Ama her seferinde \u00e7arm\u0131htan gelen yan\u0131t ayn\u0131yd\u0131!<\/p>\n![\"17](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/17_image11118%20jesus%20lazarus%20sharpened%2045.jpg\")
\u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n Lazar\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fc oldu\u011fu mezar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken akl\u0131ma bu hikaye geldi. \u201cTa\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ekin! Lazar \u00e7\u0131k d\u0131\u015far\u0131!\u201d<\/p>\n
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\u201cLazar!\u201d diye seslendi, \u201cHaberiniz olsun!\u201d \u201cAli! Cengiz! Ebru! Yasemin! \u00c7\u0131k\u0131n d\u0131\u015far\u0131!\u201d diye \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor. \u015e\u00f6yle mi diyor, \u201c\u015eu anki dininizden, s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131zdaki dijital g\u00f6stergeleri de\u011fi\u015ftirmeyecek ba\u015fka bir dini gerekler listesi olan bir dine ge\u00e7in\u2019? Hay\u0131r, b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey anlams\u0131z olurdu. Tanr\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle diyor, \u2018Yepyeni bir ya\u015fama ve Yarat\u0131c\u0131n\u0131z\u2019la ki\u015fisel bir ili\u015fkiye ge\u00e7in. Benimle asla son bulmayacak bir ili\u015fkiye ba\u015flay\u0131n. \u00d6l\u00fcm bile bunu koparamaz!\u201d<\/p>\n![\"19](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/19_image11019%20jesus%20resurrection%20yellow%20green%2045.jpg\")
Lazar\u2026ve Marta\u2026ve siz\u2026ve benim i\u00e7in \u00d6l\u00fcm Fatihi olacak, fakat buna izin vermemiz gerek. Sonra s\u00f6ylediklerini ka\u00e7\u0131rmay\u0131n. \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n Marta\u2019yla i\u015fi bitmemi\u015fti. G\u00f6zlerini ona dikmi\u015f olarak Kutsal Kitap\u2019ta bulunan en \u00f6nemli soruyu sordu. Bu soru, Marta i\u00e7in oldu\u011fu kadar sizin ve benim i\u00e7in de ge\u00e7erlidir:<\/p>\n
\u201cT\u0131pk\u0131 \u0130ncil\u2019de yaz\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi oldu. \u00d6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.\u201d
\u201cNe kadar \u00f6l\u00fc kald\u0131n?\u201d
\u201c\u00d6l\u00fc insan i\u00e7in s\u00f6ylemek zor fakat bana d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylediler.\u201d
\u201cSonra ne oldu?\u201d
\u201cO\u2019nun sesini duydum.\u201d
\u201cKimin sesini?\u201d
\u201c\u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n sesini.\u201d
\u201cAma ben \u00f6l\u00fc oldu\u011funu san\u0131yordum.\u201d
\u201c\u00d6l\u00fcyd\u00fcm.\u201d
\u201cMezarda g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fc oldu\u011funu san\u0131yordum!\u201d
\u201c\u00d6yleydim.\u201d
\u201cMezarda \u00f6l\u00fc biri nas\u0131l insan sesini i\u015fitebilir?\u201d
\u201c\u0130\u015fitmez. \u00d6l\u00fcler sadece Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sesini i\u015fitir. Ben Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sesini i\u015fittim.<\/em>\u201d
\u201cNe dedi?\u201d
\u201c\u2019Demek\u2019 do\u011fru s\u00f6zc\u00fck olmaz. S\u00f6ylemedi; ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.\u201d
\u201cNe diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131?\u201d
\u201c\u2018Lazar, \u00e7\u0131k d\u0131\u015far\u0131!\u2019\u201d
\u201cSen de O\u2019nu duydun mu?\u201d
\u201cSanki benimle birlikte mezardaym\u0131\u015f kadar net bir \u015fekilde hem de. G\u00f6zlerim a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131; parmaklar\u0131m hareket etti. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131m. Ya\u015f\u0131yordum. Ta\u015f\u0131n kenara \u00e7ekildi\u011fini duydum. Sonra i\u00e7erisi \u0131\u015f\u0131kla doldu ve g\u00f6zlerimin al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 zaman ald\u0131.\u201d
\u201cNe g\u00f6rd\u00fcn?\u201d
\u201cBana bakan y\u00fczler.\u201d
\u201cSonra ne yapt\u0131n?\u201d
\u201cTitreyen bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n \u00fczerinde aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131m ve mezardan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. \u0130sa bana uzun uzun sar\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra, \u00e7evredekilerden bana ger\u00e7ek giysi vermelerini istedi. Onlar da verdiler.\u201d
\u201cYani, \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc, d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn mezarda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sonra da \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n seni geri ya\u015fama \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsun? Buna tan\u0131k olan kimse var m\u0131?\u201d
Lazar k\u0131k\u0131rdar. \u201cSadece y\u00fcz kadar ki\u015fi.\u201d
\u201cBu deneyim iman etmeni sa\u011flad\u0131 m\u0131?\u201d
\u201cEvet sa\u011flad\u0131 ve \u0130sa benim i\u00e7in yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sizin i\u00e7in de yapacak. Size sevin\u00e7, g\u00fc\u00e7, \u015fifa, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f, g\u00fcvenlik, yeterince yemek ve \u00f6nce g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131ktan sonra yeni bir ya\u015fam verecek.\u201d
\u201cSadece Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n g\u00fcnahlar\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum.\u201d
\u201cBen de \u00f6yle s\u00f6yledim! Sizi ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayacak. \u2018Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamay\u0131\u2019 tan\u0131mlaman\u0131n yollar\u0131ndan biri \u2018size zarar veren ki\u015fiyi cezaland\u0131rma hakk\u0131nda vazge\u00e7mektir.\u2019 \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7arm\u0131hta yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 budur.\u201d<\/p>\n
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Ya\u015fayan tan\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bize cesaret veren, \u00f6zel bir yan\u0131 vard\u0131r. Ba\u015fka birinin ya\u015fam\u0131n karanl\u0131k t\u00fcnelinden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde bizim de \u00fcstesinden gelebilece\u011fimizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcz. \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn deh\u015fet verici odalar\u0131na girmeyi kabul etme nedenlerinden biri bu mu? Evet, g\u00f6revi ve tutkusu g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bedelini \u00f6demekti \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc Tanr\u0131 g\u00fcnah\u0131n bedelini \u00f6l\u00fcm olarak belirledi. Bizim yerimize \u00f6ld\u00fc. Peki \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n akl\u0131nda ba\u015fka bir \u015fey daha var m\u0131yd\u0131? Ben oldu\u011funa inan\u0131yorum. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri ve tasar\u0131lar\u0131 bizimkinden boyutlar \u00f6tededir. <\/p>\n![\"21](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/21_chasm3_we%20cannot%20leap%20over%20by%20anything%20we%20do_our%20natures%20offend%20god%20light%20green%20cross%2045.jpg\")
\u201cBundan sonra \u0130sa, kendisinin Yeru\u015falim’e gitmesi, ileri gelenler, ba\u015fk\u00e2hinler ve din bilginlerinin elinden \u00e7ok ac\u0131 \u00e7ekmesi, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclmesi ve \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn dirilmesi<\/em> gerekti\u011fini \u00f6\u011frencilerine anlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\u201d (Matta 16:21, \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n![\"22](\"images\/01_EMOTION\/09_Lazar2\/22_snow%20fort5%20sharpened_temp5_45.jpg\")
G\u00fcnlerce s\u00fcren s\u0131k\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma ve annemden yine kakaolu s\u00fct almak i\u00e7in eve yap\u0131lan s\u0131k ziyaretlerden sonra, art\u0131k zaman gelmi\u015fti. Bug\u00fcn yap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 deneyecektik, \u00f6zellikle en zay\u0131f g\u00f6r\u00fcnen k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131: \u00c7\u0131k\u0131\u015f t\u00fcneli. Yeterince sa\u011flam m\u0131yd\u0131? Yeterince geni\u015f miydi? Y\u0131k\u0131lacak m\u0131yd\u0131? Bunu anlaman\u0131n tek yolu t\u00fcnelin i\u00e7ine bir g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc g\u00f6ndermekti.<\/p>\n