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Tanr\u0131\u2019y\u0131 Arayan Bulacakt\u0131r<\/strong><\/h2>\n

\"61Kendimi tan\u0131tmama izin verin. Ad\u0131m Yusuf \u0130brahim- eskiden ad\u0131m Mahmoud Kamal Eldeen Mujehed idi. Y\u0131llarca ara\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131ktan sonra ger\u00e7e\u011fi bulmu\u015f biri olarak Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n beni, kutsal S\u00f6z\u00fc, Kutsal Kitap arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla benim i\u00e7in yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fkalar\u0131yla payla\u015fmaya y\u00f6neltti\u011fine inan\u0131yorum. Bu nedenle mektubumu okurken sab\u0131rl\u0131 olursan\u0131z \u00e7ok sevinirim.<\/p>\n

M\u0131s\u0131r do\u011fumluyum; M\u00fcsl\u00fcman bir ailede d\u00fcnyaya geldim. Babam imamd\u0131 ve M\u0131s\u0131r\u2019da Kahire\u2019de hayat\u0131n\u0131n sonuna kadar imaml\u0131k ve \u0130slam \u00f6\u011fretmenli\u011fi yapt\u0131. Ailem \u0130slami miras\u0131ndan b\u00fcy\u00fck gurur duyard\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc hemen hemen atalar\u0131m\u0131n t\u00fcm\u00fc M\u00fcsl\u00fcman din adam\u0131yd\u0131. Hayat\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015flar\u0131nda bana da gelece\u011fin imam\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcyle bak\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Bu nedenle, ailem yedi ya\u015f\u0131mdan itibaren beni Kuran kursuna g\u00f6nderdi.<\/p>\n

Daha \u00e7ok gen\u00e7ken Tanr\u0131, yarg\u0131s\u0131, ger\u00e7e\u011fi, insan\u0131n sonsuz yazg\u0131s\u0131 vs. hakk\u0131nda sorular sormaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Tek \u00e7ocuk oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in insanlar sorular\u0131mla alay ederdi. Fakat bu t\u00fcr davran\u0131\u015flar hi\u00e7 yard\u0131mc\u0131 olmuyor, aksine te\u015fvi\u011fimi k\u0131r\u0131yordu. Ruhum \u0130slam\u2019\u0131n sa\u011flamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u015feyi arad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7aresizlik ve umutsuzluk i\u00e7inde ya\u015f\u0131yordum. <\/p>\n

\u0130slami ge\u00e7mi\u015fim olduk\u00e7a s\u0131\u011f ve y\u00fczeyseldi. \u0130mam olarak babam neredeyse Kuran\u2019\u0131n t\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc ezberlemi\u015fti ve anlasam da anlamasam da, beni de ayn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yapmaya te\u015fvik etti. B\u00f6ylece mekanik olarak dindar bir \u00e7ocuk oldum oysa y\u00fcre\u011fim \u00fcmitsizlik nedeniyle sonsuzmu\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen bir \u00e7\u00f6l kadar kuruydu.<\/p>\n

\u00c7o\u011fu M\u00fcsl\u00fcman gibi ben de g\u00fcnde be\u015f kez ezan sesiyle \u00e7\u0131nlayan, geleneklerine ba\u011fl\u0131 M\u00fcsl\u00fcman bir mahallede ya\u015fad\u0131m. Aile olarak \u0130slami bayramlar\u0131 son derece dindar bir \u015fekilde kutlard\u0131k. \u0130slam\u2019\u0131n Yahudili\u011fi ve H\u0131ristiyanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ge\u00e7ersiz k\u0131lan son din oldu\u011fu ve H\u0131ristiyanlar\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7 tanr\u0131ya inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretilmi\u015fti bana. Ayr\u0131ca H\u0131ristiyanlar\u0131n, \u0130slam\u2019\u0131n peygamberinden s\u00f6z etti\u011fi varsay\u0131lan \u2018as\u0131l\u2019 Kutsal Kitap\u2019\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirdiklerini de \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015flerdi. \u0130slam, \u0130sa Mesih\u2019in \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc, g\u00f6m\u00fclmesi ve dirili\u015fini de inkar eder. Fakat bu gibi iddialar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klamak i\u00e7in hi\u00e7bir zaman ciddi bir giri\u015fimde bulunulmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk gen\u00e7lik d\u00f6nemlerimde hangi dinin ger\u00e7ek din oldu\u011funu bilme iste\u011fi olu\u015ftu i\u00e7imde. M\u00fcsl\u00fcman bir ulusta \u0130slam\u2019\u0131n sorgulanmas\u0131 ho\u015f kar\u015f\u0131lanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in ba\u015fkalar\u0131yla konu\u015fmadan sorular\u0131ma yan\u0131tlar aray\u0131p ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131m\u0131 yapt\u0131m. Benimle Tanr\u0131 aras\u0131nda \u00f6zel bir mesele olarak kalmas\u0131 gerekiyordu. Fakat sonralar\u0131 bir\u00e7oklar\u0131 merak\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi. Beni sert bir \u015fekilde su\u00e7lad\u0131lar. \u2018Akli dengesi yerinde de\u011fil\u2019, \u2018deli\u2019 dediler. Ba\u015fkalar\u0131 ise \u0130slam kar\u015f\u0131t\u0131 bir organizasyonun etkisi alt\u0131nda oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6ylediler. M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar hayat\u0131m\u0131 o kadar katlan\u0131lmaz hale getirdiler ki \u00f6lmeyi istedim. Sorun neydi? Tek bilmek istedi\u011fim ger\u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n

Yirmili y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015flar\u0131nda yeniden ara\u015ft\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Beni ilgilendiren sorular\u0131n baz\u0131lar\u0131 \u015funlard\u0131; \u201c\u00d6ld\u00fckten sonra nereye gidece\u011fim? Sonsuz yazg\u0131m\u0131n ne oldu\u011funu bilmeye hakk\u0131m yok mu? M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar neden bu kadar kat\u0131 bir \u015fekilde kendi dinlerini tart\u0131\u015fmay\u0131 reddediyorlar? Tanr\u0131 insanlar\u0131n kendi kaderlerine kar\u015f\u0131 k\u00f6r olmalar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131 istiyor? \u0130slam\u2019\u0131n tek ger\u00e7ek din oldu\u011funu nas\u0131l bilebilirim?\u201d<\/p>\n

Kimseden yard\u0131m almadan felsefe ve psikoloji konular\u0131nda kitaplar okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Bunlar\u0131n baz\u0131lar\u0131 ateizmi tan\u0131t\u0131yor ve destekliyordu. Fakat Tanr\u0131\u2019y\u0131 inkar etmek ger\u00e7e\u011fi bilmek i\u00e7in duydu\u011fum i\u00e7sel \u00f6zlemin sesini hi\u00e7 susturmad\u0131. Kadercilik ve kay\u0131ts\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 benimsemeye te\u015fvik edildim ama bu i\u015fleri sadece daha da k\u00f6t\u00fcle\u015ftirdi. Can\u0131m hala \u00e7aresizlik i\u00e7inde ruhsal yazg\u0131m\u0131z konusunda nihai ger\u00e7e\u011fi ar\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

S\u0131rf M\u00fcsl\u00fcman bir anne baban\u0131n \u00e7ocu\u011fu olarak M\u00fcsl\u00fcman bir \u00fclkede do\u011fmu\u015f oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in M\u00fcsl\u00fcman olarak say\u0131lmam beni rahats\u0131z ediyordu. Se\u00e7im hakk\u0131m yoktu. Bana ger\u00e7e\u011fi ara\u015ft\u0131rmak ve bulmak i\u00e7in bir f\u0131rsat verilmiyordu. En k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc kendi ailem de dahil olmak \u00fczere bir\u00e7ok M\u00fcsl\u00fcman, aile gelene\u011fi nedeniyle M\u00fcsl\u00fcman\u2019d\u0131. Y\u00fcreklerini ger\u00e7e\u011fe a\u00e7arak dinlerini ara\u015ft\u0131rmak i\u00e7in ciddi ve gayretli bir \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma yapan neredeyse hi\u00e7 M\u00fcsl\u00fcman g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n

1968 y\u0131l\u0131nda bir kitap okurken Kutsal Kitap\u2019ta beni \u00e7ok cezbeden baz\u0131 ayetlerle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131m. Bu ayetler \u0130sa Mesih ad\u0131nda bir adamdan b\u00fcy\u00fck bir yetkiyle s\u00f6z ediyordu. Bu adam d\u00fcnyaya \u015f\u00f6yle demi\u015fti:<\/p>\n

\u201cYol, ger\u00e7ek ve ya\u015fam Ben’im” dedi. \u201cBenim arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m olmadan Baba’ya kimse gelemez. (Yuhanna 14:6)<\/p>\n

Akl\u0131mda d\u00fczinelerce soru vard\u0131. \u2018Peki, o zaman \u0130slam\u2019\u0131n peygamberi ne olacak?\u2019 \u2018M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar neden hi\u00e7 \u0130sa Mesih hakk\u0131nda bu \u015fekilde konu\u015fmuyorlar?\u2019 Her zaman \u0130slam\u2019\u0131n peygamberinden s\u00f6z ediyorlar. \u2018Baba\u2019 kim?\u2019 \u2018Onun e\u015fi kim?\u2019 \u2018Peki ya nihai ger\u00e7ek oldu\u011funu iddia eden \u0130slam.\u2019 M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar\u0131n \u2018de\u011fi\u015ftirildi\u011fini\u2019 s\u00f6yledi\u011fi Kutsal Kitap\u2019a nas\u0131l g\u00fcvenebilirim ki?\u2019 Ve daha ba\u015fka pek \u00e7ok soru.<\/p>\n

Ayn\u0131 kitab\u0131 okuduk\u00e7a ayn\u0131 adam\u0131n, \u0130sa Mesih\u2019in ba\u015fka s\u00f6zlerine de rastlad\u0131m,<\/p>\n

\u201cEy b\u00fct\u00fcn yorgunlar ve y\u00fck\u00fc a\u011f\u0131r olanlar! Bana gelin, ben size rahat veririm.\u201d (Matta 11:28)<\/p>\n

Y\u0131llarca huzur aram\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, bu \u0130sa huzurun kayna\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011funu iddia ediyordu ve insanlar\u0131 kendisine gelmeye davet ediyordu. O zaman hen\u00fcz hi\u00e7 Kutsal Kitab\u0131m olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hi\u00e7 Kutsal Kitap g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim bile. Sonra inanc\u0131n\u0131 ciddiye alan bir H\u0131ristiyan\u2019dan bana Kutsal Kitab\u0131\u2019n\u0131 \u00f6d\u00fcn\u00e7 vermesini rica ettim \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu kadar yetkiye sahip oldu\u011funu iddia eden bu adam hakk\u0131nda daha fazla okumak istiyordum.  <\/p>\n

Bu s\u0131ralarda M\u0131s\u0131r\u2019\u0131 ziyaret eden Amerikal\u0131 bir m\u00fcjdeci oldu\u011funu duymu\u015ftum. Kutsal Kitap\u2019tan payla\u015f\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 duymak i\u00e7in b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hevesle Protestan bir kiliseye gizlice girdim. Arap\u00e7a bilmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in bir \u00e7evirmen arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla konu\u015fuyordu. Daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyler duydum. Kutsal Kitap\u2019\u0131n Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sonsuz ger\u00e7e\u011finin kayna\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011funu hi\u00e7 fark etmemi\u015ftim. Eskiden Kuran\u2019dan ayetleri okuyup ezberlemi\u015ftim. Y\u0131llar boyunca \u0130slam hakk\u0131nda \u00f6\u011frendim fakat Tanr\u0131 benimle Kuran\u2019\u0131n \u00f6\u011freti\u015fleri arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Aksine Kutsal Kitap\u2019tan ayetler okuyup vaazlar i\u015fitti\u011fimde farkl\u0131 bir sesin, farkl\u0131 bir bildiriyi farkl\u0131 bir yetkiyle verdi\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum.<\/p>\n

Cesaretimi toplay\u0131p vaizden bana \u0130sa Mesih ve Kutsal Kitap hakk\u0131nda bir \u015feyler daha anlatmas\u0131n\u0131 istedim. M\u00fcsl\u00fcman olan birinin de Kutsal Kitap ve g\u00f6ksel Baba\u2019ya eri\u015fip eri\u015femeyece\u011fini sordum. Ben de sonsuz ya\u015fam, g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanmas\u0131, cehennemden ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f ve Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7ocu\u011fu olma hakk\u0131nda kesin olarak baz\u0131 \u015feyleri bilebilir miydim?<\/p>\n

Vaiz benimle birka\u00e7 ayeti payla\u015ft\u0131:<\/p>\n

\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Tanr\u0131 d\u00fcnyay\u0131 o kadar \u00e7ok sevdi ki, biricik O\u011flu’nu verdi. \u00d6yle ki, O’na iman edenlerin hi\u00e7biri mahvolmas\u0131n, hepsi sonsuz ya\u015fama kavu\u015fsun.\u201d (Yuhanna 3:16)<\/p>\n

Sadece bu ayet bile t\u00fcm dinlere cevap veriyor. \u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131 nedeniyle Tanr\u0131 biricik O\u011flu\u2019nu bizim yerimize \u00f6lmesi i\u00e7in g\u00f6nderdi. Sonsuz cehennemden kurtulmak i\u00e7in yerine getirilecek uzun bir dinsel g\u00f6revler listesi de\u011fil, sadece bu ger\u00e7e\u011fe inanmak gerekiyordu. Tanr\u0131 bunu hem sevgisi ve iyili\u011fi hem de do\u011fru bir yarg\u0131\u00e7 oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in planlad\u0131 ve ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirdi. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n yarg\u0131s\u0131 g\u00fcnah\u0131n bedeli olarak ceza gerektirir.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u00fcnah\u0131n \u00fccreti \u00f6l\u00fcm, Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n arma\u011fan\u0131 ise Rabbimiz Mesih \u0130sa’da sonsuz ya\u015famd\u0131r.\u201d (Romal\u0131lar 6:23)<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnah\u0131n \u00fccreti \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fc ama Tanr\u0131 ayn\u0131 zamanda merhametlidir. Bu nedenle bize di\u011fer alternatifi veriyor: \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u00fcnah\u0131n \u00fccreti \u00f6l\u00fcm, Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n arma\u011fan\u0131 ise Rabbimiz Mesih \u0130sa’da sonsuz ya\u015famd\u0131r.<\/em>\u201d <\/p>\n

Basit ger\u00e7ek, ger\u00e7ek olamayacak kadar iyiydi ama ger\u00e7ektir \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n S\u00f6z\u00fc\u2019d\u00fcr. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z ard\u0131 edemezdim \u2013 \u201cGelin, Gelin, Gelin!\u201d<\/p>\n

Kutsal Kitap\u2019\u0131 okuduk\u00e7a ve Kutsal Kitap\u2019tan ayetleri i\u015fittik\u00e7e Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n bana ki\u015fisel olarak konu\u015ftu\u011funa daha \u00e7ok ikna oldum. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc y\u00fcre\u011fime konu\u015fmaya devam etti. Tanr\u0131 \u0130ncil\u2019de \u015f\u00f6yle dedi:<\/p>\n

\u201cBu denli b\u00fcy\u00fck kurtulu\u015fu g\u00f6rmezlikten gelirsek nas\u0131l kurtulabiliriz?\u201d (\u0130braniler 2:2)<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan \u0130sa Mesih\u2019in kim oldu\u011funu ve kendisi i\u00e7in ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmedi\u011fi s\u00fcrece Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n g\u00fcnahkar insana verece\u011fi sonsuz yarg\u0131dan ka\u00e7amaz. Di\u011fer t\u00fcm dinlerin \u00f6\u011frettikleri \u00f6nemli mi? Hay\u0131r. Neden? \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sonsuz ger\u00e7e\u011fi de\u011fi\u015fmez.<\/p>\n

Sonunda, y\u0131llarca k\u0131vrand\u0131ktan sonra ger\u00e7e\u011fe y\u00f6nlendirildim, Rab, Kurtar\u0131c\u0131m, Rab \u0130sa Mesih. Tanr\u0131\u2019d\u0131r. Ger\u00e7ektir. Ya\u015fam veren ve kurtulu\u015fa giden tek yoldur. Sizin i\u00e7in de hayat\u0131n\u0131 verdi ve peygamberlik edildi\u011fi gibi \u00f6l\u00fcmden dirildi. Y\u0131llar boyunca ger\u00e7e\u011fi arad\u0131m. Sonra bir noktada Tanr\u0131 g\u00f6klerden elini uzatt\u0131 ve beni \u0130sa Mesih\u2019e imana y\u00f6neltmek i\u00e7in bu Kutsal Kitap \u00f6\u011fretmenini ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fehre g\u00f6nderdi. Tanr\u0131 bunu \u015fimdi sizin i\u00e7in de yap\u0131yor. Siz de ger\u00e7e\u011fi bilip benim sahip oldu\u011fum ruhsal \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn ayn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 deneyim edebilirsiniz.<\/p>\n

\u201cGer\u00e7e\u011fi bileceksiniz ve ger\u00e7ek sizi \u00f6zg\u00fcr k\u0131lacak” dedi.\u201d (Yuhanna 8:32)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Tanr\u0131\u2019y\u0131 Arayan Bulacakt\u0131r Kendimi tan\u0131tmama izin verin. Ad\u0131m Yusuf \u0130brahim- eskiden ad\u0131m Mahmoud Kamal Eldeen Mujehed idi. Y\u0131llarca ara\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131ktan sonra ger\u00e7e\u011fi bulmu\u015f biri olarak Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n beni, kutsal S\u00f6z\u00fc, Kutsal Kitap arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla benim i\u00e7in yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fkalar\u0131yla payla\u015fmaya y\u00f6neltti\u011fine inan\u0131yorum. Bu nedenle mektubumu okurken sab\u0131rl\u0131 olursan\u0131z \u00e7ok sevinirim. M\u0131s\u0131r do\u011fumluyum; M\u00fcsl\u00fcman bir ailede d\u00fcnyaya geldim. Babam imamd\u0131…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1421","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1421","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1421"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1421\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1421"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1421"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1421"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}