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Kaybolmu\u015ftum Bulundum<\/h2>\n

\"15M\u0131s\u0131r\u2019da, \u0130skenderiye\u2019de M\u00fcsl\u00fcman bir ailede d\u00fcnyaya geldim. 1963 y\u0131l\u0131nda hen\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken babam hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti. Bir\u00e7ok M\u00fcsl\u00fcman \u00fclkesinde dullara yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lan \u00f6nyarg\u0131lar nedeniyle annem Kahire\u2019de ya\u015famakta olan ve M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanl\u0131\u011fa ge\u00e7en bir \u0130ngiliz elektrik m\u00fchendisiyle evlendi. M\u0131s\u0131r \u0130\u00e7i\u015fleri Bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2019yla uzun s\u00fcren bir yasal m\u00fccadeleden sonra ailem beni \u00fcvey babam\u0131n tayininin \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0130ngiltere\u2019ye g\u00f6t\u00fcrebildi.<\/p>\n

Sonraki y\u0131llarda \u0130slam inanc\u0131na g\u00f6re yeti\u015ftirildim ve kendimi M\u00fcsl\u00fcman olarak bildim. Bana \u0130slam\u2019\u0131n temel inan\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretildi. M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar\u0131n g\u00f6revlerini yerine getirmeye te\u015fvik edildim. Bunun yan\u0131 s\u0131ra de\u011fi\u015ftirildi\u011fi i\u00e7in H\u0131ristiyan inanc\u0131na da inanmamam \u00f6\u011fretildi. Zaten, \u2018beyaz adam\u0131n dini\u2019 oldu\u011funa inanmaya y\u00f6nlendirilmi\u015ftim. Bu nedenle \u0130slam inanc\u0131 i\u00e7inde kendi kimli\u011fimi korumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p H\u0131ristiyanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kendimden uzak tuttum.<\/p>\n

Ne var ki, gen\u00e7lik y\u0131llar\u0131nda, hem h\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131k yap\u0131yor, hem de \u0130ngiliz kad\u0131nlarla gayrime\u015fru cinsel ili\u015fkilere giriyordum. Yirmili ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015flar\u0131nda da bu \u015fekilde devam ettim. Bunun yanl\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funu her zaman biliyordum ama kutsal ve adil bir Tanr\u0131 huzurunda bunun ciddiyetinin \u00f6nemini hen\u00fcz tam olarak anlamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u00d6te yandan, kendimi de\u011fi\u015ftirme ve do\u011fru oldu\u011funu bildi\u011fim ya\u015fam\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrme g\u00fcc\u00fcm de yoktu. Sanki Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131yordum ama Tanr\u0131 yokmu\u015f gibi ya\u015f\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n

1984 y\u0131l\u0131nda \u0130ngiliz k\u0131z arkada\u015f\u0131mla Kaliforniya\u2019ya ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m. Niyetimiz yeni bir hayata ba\u015flamak ve daha iyi bir gelece\u011fe sahip olmakt\u0131. ABD\u2019yi se\u00e7tik \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc k\u0131z arkada\u015f\u0131m daha \u00f6nce orada birka\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f kendisine ba\u015fka bir i\u015f s\u00f6z\u00fc verilmi\u015fti. Amerika\u2019ya vard\u0131ktan birka\u00e7 ay sonra ili\u015fkimiz bozulmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7e\u015fitli uyu\u015fturucular denemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130li\u015fkimiz k\u00f6t\u00fcle\u015fip koptu\u011funda, giderek artan bi\u00e7imde uyu\u015fturucu kullanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Benim i\u00e7in bu bo\u015fluk ve yaln\u0131zl\u0131k hissimi saklaman\u0131n bir yoluydu. Hayat\u0131mda ilk kez kendimi kay\u0131p ve yaln\u0131z hissetmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. 250 milyon ki\u015finin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u00fclkedeydim ama kay\u0131p ve yaln\u0131zl\u0131k hissiyle dolmu\u015ftum!<\/p>\n

Tam bu s\u0131rada kendilerini \u2018yeniden do\u011fmu\u015f H\u0131ristiyan\u2019 diye adland\u0131ran insanlarla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130\u015fte, plajda ya da i\u015f arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n evinde kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m bu insanlarla. Onlar\u0131 tarif edilemez bir \u015fekilde tuhaf ve farkl\u0131 buluyordum ama ne onlara ne de s\u00f6ylediklerine ger\u00e7ekten dikkat etmi\u015ftim. A\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7as\u0131, \u2018dindar\u2019 acayip insanlar olduklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp ne onlarla ne de kap\u0131 kap\u0131 dola\u015f\u0131p satt\u0131klar\u0131 her ne ise onunla i\u015fim olmas\u0131n\u0131 istemiyordum.<\/p>\n

Amerika\u2019da yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak bir y\u0131l kald\u0131ktan sonra varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n anlam\u0131n\u0131 ve amac\u0131n\u0131 sorgulamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Hayat, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma, uyuma, yeme ve nefes al\u0131p vermenin sonsuz d\u00f6ng\u00fcs\u00fcnden fazlas\u0131 olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Hayatta bundan daha \u00f6te \u00f6nemli bir \u015feyler olmal\u0131yd\u0131 mutlaka. Bu sorular\u0131n cevaplar\u0131n\u0131 bulma aray\u0131\u015f\u0131m d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimi i\u015fgal etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Yan\u0131t\u0131 bilgi edinerek, \u00fcniversiteye giderek, y\u00fcksek maa\u015fl\u0131 bir i\u015f bularak daha aktif bir cinsel ya\u015fant\u0131yla ve daha da fazla uyu\u015fturucu alarak ar\u0131yordum. Hayat, bo\u015fluk duygular\u0131m\u0131n yerini alacak sonsuz bir ger\u00e7eklik aray\u0131\u015f\u0131 haline gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131! <\/p>\n

Sanki varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n anlam\u0131n\u0131 ve amac\u0131n\u0131 arama d\u00f6ng\u00fcs\u00fcne kilitlenmi\u015ftim. Fakat arad\u0131k\u00e7a, i\u00e7imde derin bir bo\u015fluk oldu\u011funu hissetmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Sanki hayat\u0131m kocaman bir yapbozdu ve tam ortas\u0131nda bir par\u00e7a eksikti. Eksik par\u00e7an\u0131n ne oldu\u011funu bulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. Ararken de o a\u00e7\u0131k bo\u015flu\u011fu ne bulabilirsem onunda doldurmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. <\/p>\n

Bu aray\u0131\u015f, kaybolmu\u015fluk ve bo\u015fluk hissinin yan\u0131nda kendi g\u00fcnahl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ve hayat\u0131m\u0131n gidi\u015fat\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftiremedi\u011fimi fark ediyordum. Yakla\u015fmakta olan felaket ve yarg\u0131n\u0131n gelmekte oldu\u011funu hissediyordum. Bir g\u00fcn, y\u00fcksek dozda uyu\u015fturucu ald\u0131ktan sonra yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7ok k\u00f6t\u00fc oldu\u011fumu, g\u00fcnahk\u00e2r yollar\u0131m nedeniyle Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n yarg\u0131s\u0131 alt\u0131nda oldu\u011fumu, kendime yard\u0131m edemedi\u011fimi ve g\u00fcnahk\u00e2r do\u011fam\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftiremedi\u011fimi hissetti\u011fimi canl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. \u0130\u015fte bu noktada, her \u015feyi Yaratan ve her \u015feyi bir arada tutan Tanr\u0131\u2019ya yakard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Beni g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131n tutsakl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ve cezas\u0131 olan \u00f6l\u00fcmde kurtarmas\u0131n\u0131 istedim. Bu cezan\u0131n, t\u0131pk\u0131 bir giyotin gibi ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fczerinde as\u0131l\u0131 oldu\u011funu, kendisine kar\u015f\u0131 bu denli g\u00fcnah i\u015fledi\u011fim Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n buyru\u011fuyla d\u00fc\u015fmeye haz\u0131r oldu\u011funu biliyordum. <\/p>\n

Sonra, ger\u00e7ekten t\u00f6vbe eden g\u00fcnahk\u00e2r\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman geri \u00e7evirmeyen Tanr\u0131, duam\u0131 i\u015fitti ve bana cevap verdi. Aradan pek uzun bir s\u00fcre ge\u00e7memi\u015fti ki benimle ayn\u0131 binada bir oda tutan gen\u00e7 bir bayanla aram\u0131zda bir konu\u015fma ge\u00e7ti. Bana H\u0131ristiyanl\u0131ktan bahsetti; ama ona hemen \u201cdinle ilgilenmiyorum\u2019 dedim. Sonra bana H\u0131ristiyanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n din olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bir ili\u015fki, Tanr\u0131\u2019yla bir ili\u015fki oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. Bunun \u00fczerine, akl\u0131m f\u0131r\u0131l f\u0131r\u0131l d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201cNas\u0131l olurda Tanr\u0131\u2019yla k\u0131yasland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, kar\u0131ncalar gibi olan insano\u011flu Y\u00fcce Yarat\u0131c\u0131yla ili\u015fki kurabilir?\u201d diye cevab\u0131 yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m. Bana g\u00f6re Tanr\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00f6tesindeydi ve bu nedenle ki\u015fisel olarak tan\u0131nmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

Sonra bana bu ki\u015fisel ili\u015fkinin m\u00fcmk\u00fcn oldu\u011funu ancak Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n O\u011flu olan \u0130sa Mesih arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirilebildi\u011fini anlatt\u0131. Yine akl\u0131m bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri geri tepti. M\u00fcsl\u00fcman olarak bana \u00f6\u011fretilenler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncemde \u00f6ne \u00e7\u0131kmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130sa nas\u0131l Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n O\u011flu olabilir? Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n bir kar\u0131s\u0131 m\u0131 vard\u0131? Sadece insan olan birinin Tanr\u0131 oldu\u011funu nas\u0131l s\u00f6yleyebilirlerdi? T\u00fcm bu sorular\u0131 ve daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 sordum. Sonra da ona maalesef yan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n sadece bir insan ve bir peygamber oldu\u011funu, Tanr\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/em> s\u00f6yledim.<\/p>\n

Bu konu\u015fma s\u0131ras\u0131nda bir telefon ald\u0131m. Arayan i\u015f arkada\u015f\u0131md\u0131 ve bana bir kilise toplant\u0131s\u0131na kat\u0131lmak ister miyim diye sordu. \u0130steksiz bir \u015fekilde \u2018evet\u2019 dedim. Konu\u015fmam\u0131n bir k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 duyan bayan hangi kiliseye davet edildi\u011fimi sordu. Onun gitti\u011fi kiliseydi. Kilisedeki gen\u00e7lerin toplant\u0131lar\u0131ndan birine kat\u0131laca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi\u011finde, \u2018Sana \u00e7ok harika bir \u015fey olacak\u2019 dedi. Ben de alayc\u0131 bir \u015fekilde kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdim, \u2018Ne yani, senin gibi H\u0131ristiyan m\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131m?\u2019<\/p>\n

Birka\u00e7 hafta sonra bir kilise toplant\u0131s\u0131na kat\u0131ld\u0131m. Toplant\u0131da bir\u00e7ok \u2018s\u0131radan\u2019 gen\u00e7 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rmek beni \u00e7ok \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtt\u0131. Bu ibadet, \u0130ngiltere\u2019de g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm geleneksel ibadetlere hi\u00e7 benzemiyordu. Ama beni \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtan tek \u015fey bu de\u011fildi. Vaiz eski ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131, deneyimlerini ve k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklerini anlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, sanki benim hayat\u0131m\u0131 anlat\u0131yor gibiydi. Sonra Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n korkulacak kutsall\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, g\u00fcnahtan nefret etmesinden ve g\u00fcnaha kar\u015f\u0131 gazab\u0131ndan s\u00f6z etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Hesap g\u00fcn\u00fc olaca\u011f\u0131ndan, tanr\u0131s\u0131zlar \u00fczerine Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n gazab\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6k\u00fclece\u011fi korkutucu ve deh\u015fet verici bir Tanr\u0131 G\u00fcn\u00fc olaca\u011f\u0131ndan bahsetti. Y\u00fcre\u011fimi ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncemi ara\u015ft\u0131ran ve ortaya \u00e7\u0131karan, ahlaks\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n derinli\u011fini ve do\u011fam\u0131n yozla\u015fm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6steren kutsal bir varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n fark\u0131na vard\u0131m. Bunun yan\u0131 s\u0131ra kendi g\u00fcnahk\u00e2rl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma ili\u015fkin artan bir \u015fekilde ikna oluyor ve gelecek olan yarg\u0131dan korkuyordum.<\/p>\n

Sonra, kulaklar\u0131m\u0131n o g\u00fcne kadar i\u015fitti\u011fi en tatl\u0131 s\u00f6zler s\u00f6ylendi. Bu adam, Kutsal Kitap\u2019a g\u00f6re bu kutsal, adil ve do\u011fru Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n ayn\u0131 zamanda, merhametli, l\u00fctufk\u00e2r, ac\u0131ma dolu ve ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131c\u0131 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n kendisinin ilk ad\u0131m\u0131 att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, sevgisi ilahi iradesi ve arzusuna g\u00f6re fidyeyle kurtarma i\u015fini ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirdi\u011fini ve bu \u015fekilde g\u00fcnahk\u00e2r insan\u0131n sonsuz kutsall\u0131\u011fa sahip Tanr\u0131 ile bar\u0131\u015fabildi\u011fini anlatt\u0131. Bu kurtulu\u015f i\u015fi, Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n ezeli ve ebedi O\u011flu\u2019nun do\u011fru ya\u015fam\u0131, ba\u011f\u0131\u015flatan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc, mucizevi dirili\u015fi ve g\u00f6rkemli bir \u015fekilde g\u00f6\u011fe al\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131yla ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmi\u015fti. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n ilahi O\u011flu, kendisi g\u00fcnahk\u00e2r olmadan k\u0131r\u0131lgan insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za b\u00fcr\u00fcnmeye raz\u0131 oldu ve \u00e7arm\u0131hta g\u00fcnahk\u00e2r insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n lanetini ve cezas\u0131n\u0131 kendi r\u0131zas\u0131yla y\u00fcklendi. Bu \u015fekilde Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n adaletini yerine getirdi ve tanr\u0131s\u0131z olanlara merhametini g\u00f6sterdi. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n istedi\u011fi tek \u015fey t\u00f6vbeyle kendisine yakla\u015fmam\u0131z ve \u0130sa Mesih\u2019e iman etmemizdir.<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00f6zler kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda M\u00fcsl\u00fcman olarak bana Mesih\u2019in kim oldu\u011fu ve Mesih\u2019in hizmeti hakk\u0131nda \u00f6\u011fretilenlerle, \u015fimdi duymakta olduklar\u0131m aras\u0131nda kald\u0131m. Sanki bir yar\u0131m vaaz edilenlere inanmak istiyor, di\u011fer yar\u0131m ge\u00e7mi\u015f inan\u00e7lar\u0131ma tutunuyordu.<\/p>\n

Di\u011fer bir deyi\u015fle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncem ve ruhumda i\u00e7sel bir m\u00fccadele ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettim. Sonunda o toplant\u0131dan duyduklar\u0131m\u0131n do\u011fru oldu\u011funa inanarak ayr\u0131ld\u0131m. Tanr\u0131 bana ihtiyac\u0131m olanlar i\u00e7in Harika bir Kurtar\u0131c\u0131 sunuyordu. Fakat t\u00fcm bunlara kar\u015f\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verme konusunda \u00e7ekiniyordum. Mesih\u2019in Rab ve Kurtar\u0131c\u0131 olu\u015funu tam olarak kabul edemiyordum.<\/p>\n

Birka\u00e7 hafta sonra ba\u015fka bir toplant\u0131ya kat\u0131ld\u0131m. Burada yine M\u00fcjde\u2019nin vaaz edildi\u011fini i\u015fittim. Tanr\u0131 t\u00f6vbe edebilmemi sa\u011flad\u0131 ve \u0130sa Mesih\u2019e ki\u015fisel olarak g\u00f6rkemli i\u015fine inanma g\u00fcc\u00fc verdi. Zerre kadar ku\u015fku duymadan g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m\u0131n l\u00fctufla ba\u011f\u0131\u015fland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyor i\u00e7sel olarak de\u011fi\u015fti\u011fimi ve Tanr\u0131 hakk\u0131nda fark\u0131ndal\u0131\u011fa sahip olmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hissediyordum. \u0130\u00e7imde kutsanm\u0131\u015f Yarat\u0131c\u0131m ve Kurtar\u0131c\u0131m\u2019\u0131 bilme, O\u2019nu sevme, O\u2019na hizmet etme, itaat etme ve tap\u0131nma arzusu do\u011fmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bir zamanlar biz de anlay\u0131\u015fs\u0131z, s\u00f6z dinlemez, kolay aldanan, t\u00fcrl\u00fc arzulara ve zevklere k\u00f6le olan, k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck ve k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131k i\u00e7inde ya\u015fayan, nefret edilen ve birbirimizden nefret eden ki\u015filerdik. Ama Kurtar\u0131c\u0131m\u0131z Tanr\u0131 iyili\u011fini ve insana olan sevgisini a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a g\u00f6stererek bizi kurtard\u0131. Bunu do\u011frulukla yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z i\u015flerden dolay\u0131 de\u011fil, kendi merhametiyle, yeniden do\u011fu\u015f y\u0131kamas\u0131yla ve Kurtar\u0131c\u0131m\u0131z \u0130sa Mesih arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla \u00fczerimize bol bol d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc Kutsal Ruh’un yenilemesiyle yapt\u0131. \u00d6yle ki, O’nun l\u00fctfuyla aklanm\u0131\u015f olarak umut i\u00e7inde sonsuz ya\u015fam\u0131n miras\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 olal\u0131m.\u201d (Titus 3:3-7, \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n

Temmuz 1986\u2019daki o g\u00f6rkemli g\u00fcnden beri kurtulu\u015fumun Tanr\u0131s\u0131\u2019n\u0131 y\u00fcceltiyorum. Benim yerime Golgota\u2019da \u00e7arm\u0131hta isteyerek \u00f6len Tanr\u0131\u2019m\u0131 sevme, O\u2019na itaat etme, hizmet etme ve tap\u0131nma konusunda olgunla\u015fmaya devam ediyorum. \u015eunu ilan etmek i\u00e7in ya\u015f\u0131yorum, \u201cBa\u015fka hi\u00e7 kimsede kurtulu\u015f yoktur. Bu g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn alt\u0131nda insanlara ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanm\u0131\u015f, bizi kurtarabilecek ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir ad yoktur.\u201d (El\u00e7ilerin \u0130\u015fleri 4:12, \u0130ncil). Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n \u0130ncil\u2019de ilan etti\u011fi gibi ben de \u015funa inan\u0131yorum, \u201c\u00d6yle ki, \u0130sa’n\u0131n ad\u0131 an\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6kteki, yerdeki ve yer alt\u0131ndakilerin hepsi diz \u00e7\u00f6ks\u00fcn ve her dil, Baba Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n y\u00fcceltilmesi i\u00e7in \u0130sa Mesih’in Rab oldu\u011funu a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a s\u00f6ylesin.\u201d (Filipililer 2:10-11 \u0130ncil)<\/p>\n

Bu nedenle, sevgili okuyucu, sizden rica ediyorum, Kutsal Yaz\u0131lar\u2019\u0131n bizi te\u015fvik etti\u011fi gibi:<\/p>\n

Bulma f\u0131rsat\u0131 varken RAB’bi aray\u0131n, yak\u0131ndayken O’na yakar\u0131n. K\u00f6t\u00fc ki\u015fi yolunu, fesat\u00e7\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerini b\u0131raks\u0131n; RAB’be d\u00f6ns\u00fcn, merhamet bulur, Tanr\u0131m\u0131z’a d\u00f6ns\u00fcn, bol bol ba\u011f\u0131\u015flan\u0131r.\u201d (Ye\u015faya 55: 6-7, Eski Antla\u015fma)<\/p>\n

Adil Muhammed El Naggar<\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kaybolmu\u015ftum Bulundum M\u0131s\u0131r\u2019da, \u0130skenderiye\u2019de M\u00fcsl\u00fcman bir ailede d\u00fcnyaya geldim. 1963 y\u0131l\u0131nda hen\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken babam hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti. Bir\u00e7ok M\u00fcsl\u00fcman \u00fclkesinde dullara yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lan \u00f6nyarg\u0131lar nedeniyle annem Kahire\u2019de ya\u015famakta olan ve M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanl\u0131\u011fa ge\u00e7en bir \u0130ngiliz elektrik m\u00fchendisiyle evlendi. M\u0131s\u0131r \u0130\u00e7i\u015fleri Bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2019yla uzun s\u00fcren bir yasal m\u00fccadeleden sonra ailem beni \u00fcvey babam\u0131n tayininin \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0130ngiltere\u2019ye g\u00f6t\u00fcrebildi. Sonraki y\u0131llarda…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1388","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1388","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1388"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1388\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1388"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1388"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cennet.trinitywebhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1388"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}